31 weeks & Emails.....

^^ I'm now finally 31 weeks.... still got 63 days to go..... some of the things still haven buy yet... so next month will be doing some more shopping for our darling Little Angel... =) This Year Christmas had been great... Slient night had been very Slient for me & hubby this year... also because there is lots of places that i cannot realli go or do at the moment... but i still feel very happy.. cause hubby is right beside me... i feel blessed everyday ^^.... Time have been tough for us this year... of course that is a lot of happy & sad moment.... so i hope that the next coming year will be a better year for me & hubby... & i trust that we will both be stronger due to the birth of our Little Angel... & i also think that our marriage will also be stronger bond then before... -_-" i don't mean that our marriage is not good ar... don't anyhow think... is that we will both be more & more loving...

On Saturday i was clearing my emails... then saw 2 emails that is Sended by hubby... after reading i feel so touched... that email is quite long time ago.. but i just can't help it.. while i'm reading... tears start rolling down... just feel that last time i'm so bad.... & feel that i actually hurt him alot.... But i still feel happy that we ended up being together until now...& We both had build Our Little Family.... ^^ Hubby I Love U ... Muacks...

So now NEW YEAR = NEw Chapter of both our life.... Looking forward to meet our Little Angel...

Orchard ~ Christmas 2009

Finally me & hubby went to orchard... but sadly to say that my parents & sister didn't keen to go along... actually feel a bit sad... but i tell myself is ok la.. take it as me & hubby go dating... =) we went to taka.. Hee.. we bought some food to eat then we go see got any baby thing to buy ma.. but -_-" never get anything as we both think that the price is not worth it... but saw lots of toys on sales.. but Little Angel is still too small to use all those... hee.... then we walk out to see how was the christmas light this year... but .... not nice lei... onli taka that christmas tree is nice onli.. -_-" Before we head home.. we bought a brownie..... & eat fish & chip.. hee.. eat so full liao then we head home to rest liao... But sleepless bug is finding me again... =( i went home i cannot get myself to sleep till 4 am in the morning... even when i sleep.. is half asleep onli... so tired.. but just hang on ya....


Anyway i enjoyed the trip & thanks for hubby for taking me there....

29 Weeks & Ribcage is painful again.... =( & Finally Decided... ^^

Now is 11.20pm... Hubby seem tired today so he fell asleep liao.. -_-" Watching tv now... suddenly feel my ribcage is painful again.. & is quite painful... on my right side... just under the breast... Zzz =.= Is it going to be like that until i give birth to Little Angel?? " Little Angel must be guai guai k... Mummy sayang u... cannot always kick kick there de hor , will be very pain pain de.. "

Yeah today is 29 Weeks liao, still got 77 days to go... or maybe will be earlier?? Hee ^^ depends on Little Angel when wanna come out & meet us.. keke.. can't wait for that day to come... yesterday night pee alot lor... cannot sleep very well.. cause keep on wake up go wee wee... -_-" Hopefully tonight i will sleep till next morning....

Yesterday went to have lunch with ben's father... cause is his Bday.. we went to punggol end there to eat Sakura BBQ.... is quite nice.. about $26 per pax... but sweat alot there... feel sticky when came home... after our BBQ lunch.. we went bowling.... hee.. cannot imagine i can still play bowling when i was in 29 weeks... ^^ But feel scare that people will start laughing at me...
anyway i enjoyed my weekend this week..


* Me & Hubby Ben have finally decided on something BUT!!!..... Is secret ... haha



( Mr Active Ben... ^^ )

28 weeks 4 days...

Now is 28 weeks & 4 days.... Next week i will be on my 3rd trimester ^^ Yeah!! .... This week started to feel heavy & tired... & my ribcage is getting painful sometimes.... & also feel some discomfort also... likes Little Angel kicking near there i guess... -_-" can't really sit for a long time... hee... think too lazy.. prefer to lie on my bed.. This few day have been sleeping till quite late.. Normally will wake up around 10 plus.. but now... can wake up around 1 plus.. Zzz... Mummy Moo Moo getting more & more lazy... Back start to aches a little.. even when i stand to wash dishes... Little Angel had been active sometimes... At times Little Angel is sleeping... But i still hope that the big day will come soon.. hee.. seem to be waiting a long long time.... =)

Yesterday night got emo again... after hubby was asleep...looking at him... tears start rolling again.. silly mummy... In my mind was thinking that my life have been so wonderful & blessed now.. With Little Angel coming into our life soon.. Life seem so prefect now... even when sometimes problems pop up or there is alot of things that we needed to work harder or give up... is all worth it.... & i cannot imagine if one day when death do us part.... How am i or is hubby going to live?? Or if God tells me that i only have 1 week to live... will i bear to give up everything that i had?? Do silly thinking always pop up in pregnant woman mind?? haha... anyway... just feel silly when writing this in the blog..

Lastly before i end.... Just wanna tell Hubby Ben & Little Angel that I Love Them So Much... ^^

First Check Up With Doc Benjamin Tham... 27 weeks & 5 days....

Hey hey.... today is my first checkup with doc Benjamin Tham... all went very well.... last few weeks was wondering how is he going to be like... but i find that he is very caring.... & really concern about everything that i say... like got an question... & he makes me & hubby feel very safe.. & happy...^^ really glad that he is my gynae now... keke... Today did scanning for Little Angel.... hee... is growing very well... & Little Angel is nearly 1 kg now.... so Little Angel put on about 200 gram this 2 weeks... & doc say that Little Angel weight is consider quite prefect... ^^ & Little Angel head is already down... & is in a very good position if i wanted a normal delivery... but.... cause now i'm only 27 weeks plus.. Little Angel head might move up again... so we'll see how it goes.... hopefully i will be able to have normal birth.... & did a test to see if there is any infection... cause last few days have been having brown discharge.... but luckly doc say mine is not blood.... but still needed to do some test to see if it is infection... & today also hear Little Angel heartbeat... is beating about 124.. & is consider healthy...

Had been having flu since yesterday... today got worst... =( but i did tell doc.. & took some medicine... Gum have been painful since yesterday also... but now no more pain liao... just flu... hopefully i won't get any fever... neck & shoulder is very pain now... don't know wat happen.... Hubby just send me back home.. cause i requested... just feel very xin ku suddenly when he is playing pool... so decided not to join him & his friends watching soccer.... just wanted hubby to enjoy with his friends =) even when i feel that i wanna to hug him tight tight now...=( But understanding that he needs his own time with his friends also... But.. told him not to drink... cause he is driving... i don't like people who drink & drive... =.=... hopefully hubby will listen... not just say okok.... -_-"

Did u See Little Angel Face??

Don't know what happen to me today... =(

Have been stop working for about 1 week liao... Sometime feel tired, boring, lonely, & of course sometime feel fun & relax.... Don't know what happen to me today... have been feeling emo.... Have been tearing for 2 ~ 3 times today... i tht i already over the emo stage liao... ( Guess i'm wrong ) whenever thinking that i'm lonely makes me feeling sad i guess....Friends are all busy working.. busy with their life.... but of course after 2 mths time i will be busy with Little Angel ^^ ... Sometime just wanna hide in my room & cry it all out... but luckly whenever my tears is rolling in my eyes.. Little Angel start kicking... haha... think Little Angel knows mummy feeling emo & down... i guess now i have this feeling is because Little Angel haven come out yet.. that's y now all i can do is to rest more..... The Big Day seem so long to me... still got 87 Days to go.....

Today think catch a cold liao.... a bit flu... but touch wood... not too bad.... weather had been crazy.... raining & raining.... But sometime still feel so hot.... sweat & sweat... Eeee.... smelly mummy =.= yesterday night Little Angel have been moving alot.... hee.... today also... but now i think asleep liao...