Home Today =)

Finally home today =) .... Heehee... can't stop smilling... ^^ This morning Doc came about 8 am after check.. actually wanted me to stay for one more day... after hearing that i feel so sad.... then SMS hubby.... after hubby came... i tell the nurse say that i wanna go home as i can't really rest in hospital... =( then the nurse went to get Doc to come....after that Doc say if i really wanna go home if anything happen... like bleeding, fever, or pain gotta come back... hee.. of course i agree... & need to sign some paper before coming home.... Was thinking finally going home liao... so happy... hubby seem happy also.... 11 plus discharge... then went home.... But on tues still need to go for my appt with Doc Tham... was thinking will Doc Tham Wan my baby to be out soon?? will he suggest induce??? cause Little Angel already 2.9Kg.... so might be quite heavy when reach my EDD.... so we will see how... hope that i can drag thru CNY....

Today after Discharge... went lunch with hubby... after that go buy Little Angel things... try to get ready asap... cause scare liao... later too last min... gotta set up Little Angel baby cot by next week... tmr doing some washing also... ^^

First Time Without Hubby Sleeping By My Side... =(

Now is the second night in KKH.... Hubby gotta go home today... meaning i will be alone tonight.... =( Miss him so much when he is going home... sob..... the feeling seem like forever... Hopefully Doc will give me go home tomorrow.... as i really don't like staying in hospital... is so boring.... like in prison... -_-" I feel so lonely here... sometime feel depress... but telling myself tmr i will be home makes me feel better.... gotta think positive.... hee... ^^ must spread all the positive energy out.... everyone was sleeping liao.. i'm the only one awake & chatting with Hubby... ^^ Missing him so much.... This is the first time that hubby is not sleeping beside me... feeling so sad & emo... Can't wait for tmr to come... wanna see hubby badly...

Done With the Scan in KKH

8.45am... Breakfast finally came.. i was very hungry... haha... hungry mama... ^^ BUT!!!.... why they give me fried noodle in the morning?? i tht should be something light?? anyway is ok... i ate it... hmmm.. not oily at all.. which is good...

9.15am... was wheel to the ADC for scanning.... the scanning lady seem very nice.. =) Did a scan for my Little Angel.. Head was down.... & was kicking hard... which is a good sign.... Mearsure The weight which is now 2.9kg.....Which is a good news... at least Little Angel is not too underweight... return room after scan.... nurse put on CTG again to check on Little Angel heartbeat... & see if got any contraction.... so far no contraction yet....

Was very happy that there r a few friend that really care for me... & SMS even in the middle of the night to see if i'm ok... Thanks Pal.... =)

Now waiting for Doc Tham to advise if i can go home or stay here.. & see wats the problem that cause bleeding..

Was Admitted Yesterday....

Yesterday about evening 6 plus... go watch movie with hubby..... watch Hachiko... very very nice & touching movie.... after that went for dinner then went home... everything was fine... when i reach home i still watch TV with hubby.. then decided to go wash up in the toliet... Suddenly saw lots of blood... was a bit scare... then we decided to go KKH....

Was wheel into the delivery suite for CTG to check Little Angel heartbeat... haha.. Little Angel is kicking the CTG machine... so funny =) stay there for about 1 hrs.... Mum & Hubby was waiting outside... then after that Doctor came to check on me... then suggest that i stay in the hospital just in case Little Angel wanna come out... was a bit worry cause i'm only 35 weeks plus.. coming 36 weeks on mon.... so meaning if Little Angel come out.. it will be a pre-mature baby... which i hope that it won't happen cause at least have to be 37 weeks... Hubby went home to take my stuff & stay in the hospital with me... The night seem so long.. cause i can't really sleep... having a bit of headache....Eyes a bit painful also & still a bit bleeding... later will be doing scan for Little Angel & see wat Doctor Suggest.... Luckly Little Angel Is quite active...

Hope that things will be ok.. & hope i can go home soon... as i don't like to stay in hospital.... =( & also Poor Hubby was so worried... He must be very very tired yesterday & today... sayang...

Now Still In Hospital Writing this Blog.....

First Shot Ever in KKH A1 Ward....

OMG... Why Do i have this Thinking.....

Woke up @ 11 plus again to pick my nephew up from school... after the pain killer goes off... the pain sets in again... making me take longer time to walk to the school as every step i make is killing me... I'm now losing faith & trust in my body that can i really go thru child birth?? Because now i already cannot take it anymore... so i cannot imagine how i can deal with the pain when the big day come.... whenever the pain comes i tell myself i gotta be strong for Little Angel... & also gotta be Strong cause i'm going to be a Mother soon.... But sometime i just feel angry...

Suddenly have this thinking that shall i Induce Little Angel out when i reach 37 weeks?? as now i'm very depress about the infection pain that i have got... & also every step i took is feel so heavy... & painful... Partly i also feel bad & confuse that I should let Little Angel stay in my tummy... until Little Angel is ready to face this world... Worry also because scare that Induce halfway if failed i'm going for C Sect.. which i don't wan this to happen.... I really don't know wat to do... =(

Skin Infection

Yesterday finally decided to see Doctor... at last make the first move... haha.. now is only 630am & i'm awake & writing blog.... cause i suddenly feel the pain again.. & cannot get to sleep... Yesterday luckly i go Doctor to check... is actually a skin infection.... which i tht is something else... now gotta eat medicine & pain killer to see how it goes.... hopefully i will get better soon... Will also inform Doc Tham about this... so that he take note wat is going on.... have been feeling better after i get home & took the pain killer... but when night falls... it become worst again... i don't know why.... =( tahan until my tear also come rolling liao.... Doc say is normal to feel very painful de... he hope that the medicine that he give can really help me... but gotta see how liao... first time kana skin infection.. don't know how to handle the pain... & didn't tht that it would be so painful... =( I trying to be a strong Mummy liao.... but just cannot control my tears when the pain hit me...

Little Angel had been active again... so happy ^^ Like to parking on the left side tummy.... so cute =) ask hubby to touch the left of my tummy,,, he say feeling so hard... think is Little Angel Butt.... heehee..... Hubby now is sleeping... Don't wanna wake him up.... Later i will try to sleep back again after i take some Pain Killer.... Hope that this suffering part willl be over soon.. as i don't wan to affect the delivery of my Little Angel.... & i hope it will not affect the chance of having Normal Delivery.. if not i will be very sad.... =( May God Bless Me & My Little Angel...

Nothing to do so do some reasearch on the skin infection... from wat i see i feel like this is the one i had... BUT !!!!! I might be wrong Because i'm not a DOCTOR!!!!!.......


http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000863.htm

Tough Night.....

Was having a really tough night yesterday.... The pain is not what i can imagine... everytime after toliet visit... it keep me awake...i wake up @ 1.30, 3plus, 4 plus & 6am..... cause the pain is unbearable... & at the point of time.. i feel angry because i cannot sleep... depress & Cried.... because i don't know wat i can do to stop the pain... it just won't go away... When everyone was sleeping my eye was so wide open... tried wake hubby up for some comfort... but guess he is too tired after a long day of work.... but still wake him up at about 6 am... was telling him is very painful... then he try to pat me to sleep.. but i still my pain is making me sleepless.... feeling sorry that i wake hubby up so early... he must be very tired @ work today.. finally after he go work @ 730am... i doze off around 8am... guess i'm too tired the whole night....

Wake up @ 11 plus to pick my nephew from school... but don't know why it suddenly feel better... so decided not to go doctor liao... see how tonight... if it got bad again... i will go see family doctor... if not i will wait till my next check up which is on the 2 Feb.... next tues.... Hopefully i can tahan till tues.. cause if not i will feel that is a waste of money... cause is just 5 days more....

35 Weeks....

Now is already 35 weeks this week liao.... ^^ very very soon ... still have about 3 ~ 4 weeks... hopefully Little Angel will be guai guai.... & also faster come out if Mummy in labour... lately have been feeling heavy..... hips also feel heavy & tired.... walking become slower.... think due to my body weight & Little Angel body weight... hee... =) Must be growing very well in there.... Yesterday night back start to get really painful & also alot of BH also.... Little Angel Movement have drop a little as compare to last week... think is because Little Angel is taking quite a lot of space in my tummy... so is unable to move so much liao... just slight movement... but was telling myself... as long as Little Angel is moving.... everything will be ok... ^^ Guess wat??? Little Angel scratch my tummy from inside ytd.... so painful... -_-" must cut the nails liao when Little Angel is out!!!

This few night after going to toliet pee... lie back on bed will feel so cramp on the abdomen.... -_-" Feeling like mens cramp... it will last for about 10 ~ 15 mins... even when i try to sleep on my left or right side... but lucky no bleeding.... can't wait for my next check up which is on the 30 jan... can see my Little Angel again.... but was quite upset & angry this morning with KKH as the appt always cock up.... i call up 2 times to confirm... & no one can give me an answer... tonight gotta call up KKH @ AMK... to ask the nurse there..... haha... Hubby say.. me this few days so ez angry de.... Must be relax mummy.... if not Little Angel will get upset too.... haha.. okok.. trying.... -_-" Hopefully i can get the appt things done today..... if not the nurse is going to get it from me.... @$#%&$@# !!!

Tomorrow the Air-con men is coming again... cause the pipe still got drip water lei... zzzz he better get things done wor.. if not i will keep nagging non stop....


This is the 35 Weeks baby development video... Enjoy... !!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGt3JM9xUSU

34 Weeks 3 days

This week seem to pass quite fast.... was getting really tired.... ankle is also aching... don't feel like going out... haha unless hubby drive me around... ^^ still got 39 days to go before the big day come... sometime was counting the weeks that have left... feel very stress sometime....i feel that i'm such a burden sometime.. after i have stop working... & also scare hubby will get stress also.. cause i know he had been working very hard to support us... but i try not to think about it...cause scare that i will add on to his burden... just hope that i will be able to pull thru... Damm Aircon repair cost us so much money.. -_-" but anyway as long as it can be fix before Little Angel arrival... if not i cannot put Little Angel sleeping cot inside my room....

Yesterday tummy was not feeling very well... so went to vomit... then after that feel that is hard to sleep.... so i on the TV to watch a while.... then finally i feel sleepy liao... everyday body is feeling so warm... =( Just hope that everything will be ok....

34 Weeks...

Now reach 34 Weeks liao... ^^ still got about 3 ~ 5 weeks to go..... Yesterday went to get Our Little Angel Carseat.... ^^ Finally got carseat liao.... but sometime feel that it take up space in the car but safety is always first.... This few days having bad cramp on lower tummy =( but hope everything will be ok... Yesterday wanna wake up go toliet.... suddenly realise that i cannot stand up... due to some pain.... but after sitting there a while... manage to stand on my feet.... i think because body is changing to prepare for the labour.... Yesterday till now Little Angel never move much... so was a bit worried... But got feel the hipcup last night... so was thinking maybe the space inside is not so much anymore.... Hee.. Little Angel must have grown quite a bit liao... cause heard that last few weeks baby will grow very very fast... & i also feel that just a few days .... my tummy have grow alot too.... ^^ hopefully the weight is not too over.... but as long as Little Angel is healthy can liao...

Today still a bit moody.... Maybe is i'm taking things too hard... just cannot let go... so getting mentally tired.... M trying hard to stay as happy as possible... but sometime just cannot understand why i not so social anymore... like to lock myself inside my room almost the whole day... i knw is not healthy.. but i just cannot help it... i feel more comfy inside my room... Had been doing lots of house work... cause CNY is coming... so gotta keep the house clean... Feel so tired after all the cleaning & packing.. Little Angel clothes is all washed... still left a few things haven do yet.. must wait till nearer date...

Finally tonight going to collect my beloved Fisherprice Rocker liao... ^^ So happy.. had been thinking of having it for so long liao... ^^ Think Little Angel will Love sitting inside.....

Course Preview....

Today went for a Course Preview @ Jurong East... I tht they will explain to us in english.... but -_-" they ask a teacher from China to explain to us.... some detail i also don't knw what she talking about... after listening... got a bit of headache... =( but was glad that they will be holding the course in Aug also.. In Serangoon ^^ nearer to my house.... today went a long long way to jurong.... luckly got kind hearted people that let go their seat for me... so i can rest my feet.... =)

After course was walking around.... suddenly feeling so lonely... then decided to sit for a while to rest & drink some water before heading home... Hubby still having his DND.... so i took MRT from Jurong slowly to Serangoon.... then Walk home from Serangoon MRT... cause was thinking is still early to reach home... so i walk home to kill some time... -_-" sweat so much... but good la.. at least got do some exercise... if not Doc Benjamin Tham wanna ask me do more exercise liao.... haha.. Missing Hubby Badly... Wish that he come home pei me asap.... =(

Dreaming of Fisherprice Rocker... -_-"

Haha.. will sound funny this time... as yesterday was looking around to see if got any Fisherprice Rocker for my Little Angel... i think was seeing too much... then start to dream that i pay for a very good price & bought one home... Little Angel was happy... & so comfy lor... -_-" Never did i tht that i will dream of this lor... somemore after i break sleep go toliet & came back sleeping... i dream again.. Arrr... same dream... it happened 4 time... Meaning i wanted this rocker badly.. haha... silly me... But was thankful to one of the mummy keep a look out for me & send me lots of link about people who is selling it... & there is 2 that i interested.. hopefully they can lower a bit lor... cause don't wanna spend so much money now.... as my EDD is nearer... wanna save up more... just in case we needed more cash...

Today wake up feeling not in a good mood... don't know y.. maybe just moody for a while.. now feeling better already... Having cramp this morning when woke up... like wanna come mens... =( guess still more to come when the date is nearer..... Hubby tonight going DND.... i gotta go to course preview tonight also.... but is in jurong.....so far for me lor... -_-" hopefully my feet won't hurt.... Missing hubby every single day when he is at work... but no choice work... no work means no money... every week looking forward to weekend.... =) Hubby i Love u... Muack



Does this Rocker look Lovely to u??

Feeling Upset today....

Today everything went fine.... but pity hubby la... cause he had been sick for a few days liao.... sayang.... Today i pack Little Angel clothes liao cause is dry liao le.... yesterday i wash almost all of them... but still got some haven wash....

Feel upset when my dad return from his drinking session.... he always after drinking hor sometime will talk nonsense la.. which i hate the most.... then will sometime make my nephew cry.. think cause now i'm pregnant... i cannot tahan this kind of things anymore... i will get very angry & upset... was so angry just now... but slowly emotion turn to upset... just feel that will Little Angel be healthy ( as in mentally ) living here with my parents?? ( Don't be Mistaken... I do LOVE my family members alot... just that after i'm pregnant my expectation in my lifestyle is no longer the same ) ... I think every parents wants the best for their children.... So M I... But sometime also thinking will there be more upcoming problems & conflict once Little Angel is born? Alot of things run thru my mind sometime.. & i'm telling myself not to think so much & relax... but when things happen again my mind will think again... Sometime i even wish that i move out asap... but my flat still needed to wait till end of this year then i get the keys.... M i too selfish?? M i too much?? i was asking myself today in my mind... I just want somewhere that is quiet & let me rest my mind & also i can take care of Little Angel better if my mind is at peace....

I just hope that things will change after Little Angel is born.... but of course i won't put in high expectation.... as i don't wanna upset myself more....

33 Week ....Feeling Sleepy & tired....

Just reach 33 Weeks today ^^... was feeling more & more heavy, tired, lazy, excited, funny.... Feet is getting tired easily.... mentally & body is feeling tired almost everyday & after every meal... lolz... -_-" meaning going to be like miss piggy liao.... cause after food feel sleepy.... lazy to do or pack anything around me now... =X but there is still alot to do before Little Angel decided to come out... feel excited cause after such a long wait... finally another 5~6 weeks i will get to see Little Angel.... Don't know how will i react when i meet Little Angel the first time?? Will my tears roll down my cheek?? & also of course will be taking our very first Family Photo ^^.... Can't wait to touch the Little finger & hands.... Feeling funny cause this few days have been feeling Little Angel movement...... very active week...

Today watched a video of epi injection... in Babycentre... actually is not as scary as wat other people say... i see liao.. i feel ok lei... after see i feel that i'm not so scare already about the needle... of course i hope that i won't be using epi... but of course it gotta depends on how i'm going to handle the pain... & will i be able to handle the pain... i pray that i can go thru it...


( This is how baby is now in tummy.... Week 33... )

Sharp Pulling Pain.... & Active Little Angel.....

Yesterday went AMK hub with my family..... while we r having dinner suddenly i felt a very sharp pulling pain on the left side of my abdomen... ( sry if i spell wrongly ) the pain was so painful that i break out in cold sweat... then after that went to toliet to check if there is any bleeding... luckly no.... then went home after that...

Today.. i feel that same thing again... when i was watching tv & was eating.... suddenly call out for hubby & started lying down on the bed with pain.... & after a while it go off again...Hmm... was wondering wat is happening??? is it normal to feel the pain?? & i was shock that how painful it can be... i tht it was just a light pulling cramp... but never did i expected it to be so painful... =( i hope it won't come again...

This few days Little Angel have been quite active... when i lying on the bed... looking @ my tummy... i can see Little Angel moving from Right to Left & back to Right again... the movement is getting stronger day by day.... meaning Little Angel is healthy & having Strong bone.... ^^ Still got some shopping to do for Little Angel.... getting ready soon to meet Our Little Angel... Cny is just one month ahead.... so need to do spring cleaning soon.... & is looking forward to all the visiting... =)

Counting down for another 5 ~ 6 Weeks.....

Having Lots of BH @ 32 Weeks

Yesterday night was having quite a few times of BH... hard to fall asleep... cause it can be quite painful.... even when i wake up to go toliet... feel so hard to even walk when BH came.... after toliet when back to bed lying down to rest a while hope that it will go off.... but it pain for quite a while before it stop... this week have been feeling BH quite often... I tht it should be on & off but not daily?? But i'm feeling quite often like everyday... hope Little Angel is not stress inside mummy tummy k... cause i hear that when we got any mild contraction baby will feel stress too.. but luckily Little Angel is still active as before... meaning is a good sign also... cause Doc say if the contraction is progressively frequent or Baby movement has decrease then we will have to start worry... Maybe i'm just worried as a first time mummy... Hope that this few days i will have a good night rest.. cause have not been sleeping very well....

32 Weeks...

Today just went to my 32 weeks checkup.... hee.... so happy looking @ Little Angel when doing scan.... Little Angel is still facing us.... ^^ Can see the nose & eyes & cheek.... Little Angel cheek is so chubby.... Doc say that the weight should be 1500 ~ 1600.... but -_-" it become 1881... meaning is fat liao.... Doc is a bit shock... haha can hear from his voice... Little Angel head is still down.. which is a good sign... ^^ So waiting for the next checkup which is 1 mths time... meaning 36 weeks liao... hee... date getting nearer liao... so excited... =)

Hubby keep laughing @ me say i eat too much liao... that's y Little Angel is so heavy -_-"



Little Angel is looking @ us again.. ^^

Welcome 2010.....

2009 a lot of things happen.. lots of happy memories.... we got married & found out that i'm pregnant... But of course biz due to some reason gotta close down.... at first it really makes me upset... but after thinking about it.. i believe that everything happen for a reason....

Hubby decided to bring me on a fireworks cruise to countdown... hee... ^^ so happy cause is my first time counting down in this way...... then mum, dad, sis , her bf, my nephew decided to joined us also... so happy that can gather everyone for this special day... we went for dinner then walk walk.. after that we start to board the boat liao... so windy that night... & the fireworks is wonderful... =) i'm so happy that night.... after that we went home.. luckly no jam at all....

Now is already 2010.. i hope that everyday will be a happy day for everyone... & also hope that after Little Angel is born i will get a wonderful job... Me & hubby will be as loving ^^ & also of course meeting Our Darling Little Angel... Can't wait for the big day to come.... Excited that our flat is finally coming this year end... yesterday sleepless night again.. finally KO at 7 plus 8 am.... this few days having tummy upset & also gastric... hope that all this will pass soon... Little Angel have been very strong & active... hee.. that pair of legs is super de lor... when kick in my rib will be painful de... haha... Daddy Ben keep asking Little Angel not to keep Mummy so hard....-_-" but Little Angel have not listen at all.. haha... still happy kicking.... anyway that is a good sign of a healthy Little Angel...

Yeah!! tonight will be going for my 32 weeks checkup... can finally see Little Angel... haven see Little Angel for about 4 weeks liao..... still got a few things still haven buy yet.... next week will need to wash Little Angel clothes liao..... so won't be so rushing....^^