Jaudice..... & Day 2 with Benson....

Second Day... we went to polyclinic to check on Benson Jaudice... When the nurse took blood on his heel... i feel so emo... i nearly cried.... =( feel so heartache seeing him in so much pain.... & the nurse still say he got no much blood... but hopefully the sample that she collect will be enough for the test... but in the end luckly is enough.... His Jaudice Level Day 1 is only 108.... but Second day shoot up to 180.... today went to KKH for another check again... =( is 245.... Doc say that he needed to admit to do the UV light.... meaning he won't be coming home with us... =( me & hubby feel so sad that we need to leave him there.... but no choice... cause if jaudice gets too high will be danger....Tmr will be going to KKH again.... hopefully Benson can go home... but hubby was thinking hospital might wan Benson to stay one more day... so we'll see... We missed our Benson Darling....

Last night Benson got colic.... & i feel so bad... he cry & cry whole night... never sleep... then the nurse in KKH help me to burp him... after that i don't knw why suddenly my tear start to drop.. i just feel bad a a mother... the feeling is like i never do my part & take care of Benson well... hubby sayang me & say is ok.. we r still learning... there is always a first time... so now we already know how to do it... i don't know y m i getting so emo nowday... i hope it won't get worst... think is because me & hubby is very tired ba.... & Arrr.... Benson mouth there the skin is all peeling... cause is very dry... look so painful ... i will apply lotion for him once he is home from KKH...

After KKH we head home for a rest.. haven been sleeping for 3 days already... so is very tired... got panda eyes... =( but is all worth it.... Hubby was very helpful also.. i'm very happy that i have such a understanding Hubby.... ^^ When we reach home after KKH we finally get to sleep a few hours.. after our nap... we went down to KKH again to visit our Love.... =) Hope he get better soon... Due to this reason i will start my post-natal massage tmr... hopefully is worth wat i'm paying & also is time to pamper myself after such a long long time....

Now confinement has start for me.... but actually not really the old old type la... cause i still having cough so i need to wash my hand very often.... i don't wan Benson to get it from me... as he is still very young i don't wan him to get sick... i start to wear mask at home when i feed him or get close to him.... my back have been very painful... due to my backache problem & also the Epi cause backache also...

As for the Breastfeeding.... i got try latch Benson on when in hospital.... is really very hard.... & now i giving him FM... but today my breast got painful feeling... tmr will try again.. hope that i can give my Benson the best.... & hope my milk will come...

Lastly i hope that my cough will recover very soon as is really affecting my body alot... Stitches is getting very sore also due to the cough... i hope is not infection..... i wan it to heal faster... but today the pain got worst... =( i got bad feeling about this...

Happy Birthday To Our Little Angel ( Benson )

Happy Birthday to Baby Benson.... ^^

Here r some update on what happen that day.....

24 Feb 2010....

Was packing Benson things & his cot... Doing some housekeeping.... then after that went toliet.... got some discharge with a tiny dot of blood.... 3.45pm... called hubby & KKH.... the nurse say if no contraction no need to admit first.... so hubby & I decided to wait.... after that hubby off work liao... 7 pm went to fetch MIL & her frenz to go Sentosa Casino.... walk walk.... see see... after finish... we walk back to our car... i feel that my tummy is a bit cramp.... but tht is because due to the walking... We went for dinner then head home.... as normal.. i surf net & decided to go bed @ 1.45am... then feel tummy cramp & also Backache.... 2am decided to wake hubby up.... 2.30 went to KKH.... was put on CTG... the contraction is every 5 mins liao.... & nurse check say that i'm already 3cm... so we went to the Delivery Suite.... get change... then after that about 9.30am.. the pain is so painful that i wanna pull my hair out liao... then hubby say i better take Epi.... 9.45am inject Epi.... then haha... fall asleep.. till about 2.30pm... nurse say that i'm already 9cm.. @ 4pm.. nurse say can start to push.... -_-" keep pushing for about 1 hrs 15 min liao.. but baby still don't wan come out... & i got no more energy... =( nurse ask doc to come.... then finally Baby Benson is out @5.30pm...

Due to i'm in so much shock... i can't sleep @ night.... because i keep having flashback of what happen earlier.... But was happy that he is very healthy.... & of course he look lovely.... ^^

First day home is always tough.... me & hubby have sleepless night as.... Benson is very demand on his feed.... he get hungry very easily... so we have been awake almost the whole night.... Now i know how hard it is to be Mummy & Daddy....

Here is Benson Photo.... Enjoy....!!

Is it Time Yet??

Just now was washing fan, vacum floor.... set up Our Little Angel cot.... suddenly feel like something leaking.... went to check... a little bit of blood.... Just a tiny bit only... so i just need to see how later liao.... now... back a bit sore... but still no contraction yet... so i think there is still time before Little Angel is out...

Just called KKH ask-a-nurse service.... the nurse tell me that it might be mucus.... instead of water bag leak... cause she say that mucus is sticky... but water bag is reali like water kind... so she say that i can still stay home until i feel pain or contraction then admit.... haha... maybe Little Angel wanna come out early then expected.... ^^ granny just open a coconut for me to drink... yummy... must drink first lor.. if not suddenly wan birth liao cannot drink.... hmmm... tonight hubby wanna bring me out lei... don't know i can make it ma??? hope that i dont have contraction yet... if not... haha... will have to rush to KKH from sentosa liao....

39 Weeks 2 Days....

Today is 39 Weeks 2 Days.... throat have been feeling alot better ^^ due to the medicine that i bought yesterday.... hee... so happy that it work for me... =) flu also getting better... still got a bit blocked & runny nose... but wat more can i expect?? hee.... today become miss piggy liao lor... woke up @12plus pm... zzzz i have sleep for so many hours liao... later going to clean my room & put on the mattress sheet for Our Little Angel.... today tummy feeling cramp..... on & off... so i never really bother that... as long as it don't get too painful.. should be ok liao.... ^^ Little Angel have been moving alot lately.... maybe Little Angel know that is about time to meet mama & papa liao... hee.. so excited & happy... cannot imagine tomorrow 2 am i'm going to admit to KKH for Induce liao.... =) Finally the moment have come... after such a long long wait.... i have call my post natal massage yesterday to inform that i will be giving birth this week... so she can arrange her time to come my place for my first massage session.... i hope that this massage will really help me get back in shape faster.... -_-" & i hope it works for me.....

Hee... yesterday i'm so silly lor... dream that i have lots of breastmilk for our Little Angel... so much that i need to keep pumping & store them.... & my face was smiling away... haha....

Looking forward to tomorrow.... hee.. !!

39 Weeks 1 Day

Have been really weak & sleepy... Due to the medicine that i have been taking for the past few days.... flu is getting better in the morning.. but when nights come... my nose is all blocked... -_-" i hated it... & also sore throat got from bad to worst...Lose my voice... =( is really painful.... i even scare of drinking water... i never had so bad sore throat before in my life... i guess this is the worst.... at night i needed to breath thru my mouth due to the blocked nose... so my throat is really dry....Zzz & because of dryness.. it add on to the pain... =( Just now went to AMK to meet the cord blood donation lady... have done all the paper work liao... get everything sign... so no more worries.... just hope that my cord blood will be useful to people who needs it.... ^^ after meeting her... went to NTUC to buy young coconut... hope it can smooth down my throat before i deliver Little Angel... ZZzz.... was telling hubby yesterday... if my throat carry on like this on Friday.. i think i will lose all my voice after all the screaming & pushing.... haha... just now also went to get new medicine to see if it works for my throat... Let's pray that i will get better by tmr... -_-" Little Angel had been very healthy... & active... hee.. keep moving here & there... I think i will missed this feeling after Little Angel is out... Hmmm.. don't know i will get emo a not when i see & hug Little Angel... ^^ because finally after so many month... Me & Hubby is able to meet our Little Angel... Hope that it will be a chubby baby... hee... ^^ Looking Forward... but prefer without my sickness... haha... Lately having more discharge already.. think is because labour is very near liao...

On Sunday i finally open up the cotton roll to roll it into a ball... haha... i feel like is never ending rolling it... seem so long sitting on the bed doing it... haha... later tonight will open up Little Angel Mattress to air it.... then tmr i will put on the mattress cover & the protecter.... things r almost done liao... but still feeling not very in the mood due to my damm throat... haiz... later will nap again... just took medicine.. so will get sleepy very soon liao.... ^^

The Very Long Long Cotton Roll....

Our Car have been send to the workshop ytd.... =( so sad to see our car been tow to the workshop... but no choice.. just hope that on thrusday we can collect the car.. & also hope it won't cost a bomb.... Zzzz.... sayang hubby....

38 Weeks 5 Days Last Check Up

Today is Finally my last checkup liao... ^^ hee so happy... !!! My appt is actually 2.45pm.. but the nurse ask us to come earlier because Doc Tham got a delivery @ KKH later.... we reach about 1.40pm... but -_-" still waited for so long.... took my urinal test... & also blood pressure... nurse say my blood pressure is high... so need to rest a while & take again... after a while take again.. still high.... =.= .... then nvm.... went in to see Doc Tham first.... Zzz when is my turn is also about 2.50pm... don't understand y they ask me come early & wait.... Zzzz... but nvm... Doc Tham finally did a cervix check for me... i try to relax as much as i can.... cause i know when i'm tensed... i might feel even more painful.... but still.... i feel pain... after the cervix check... Doc Tham say that my cevix is already soften... but not dilated yet.... & also did a scan for me... Little Angel today position is not good for weight measurement.... so just estimated.... weight about 3.4kg plus now... but Little Angel head is still not engaged yet... but Hubby & I decided to go for induce on next coming Friday... which is 26 Feb 2010.... so i will admit to KKH on 26 Feb 2010, 2am.... i asked Doc Tham if i needed to avoid any food ma.... he smile & say... just eat whatever i can & wan now... hee... & make sure that i have a very nice & full supper before my admit.... ^^

Today also told Doc Tham about my flu & cough... he give me some medicine... & just taken the medicine.. makes me so sleepy now.... hee.... hope that my flu & cough will be fully recover before Fri.... =) today i already feel much better liao.... so happy... but =( tonight hubby gotta go back office to work @12.30am... so sad... means he is not able to pei me sleep at home liao... cause his work will finish @ 5am... Zzz... Sob =(

Still got things not prepare yet.... must make use of this few days to re-check & repack liao... must make sure i don't miss out anything... sian... the baby bonus form seem so hard to fill in... must ask hubby to help liao... my hospital bag is already all pack... onli need to set up the baby cot & let the mattress air... put bedsheet.... & clean my room as much as i can before i bring Little Angel home.. cause i don't wan any dust to be in the room... ^^ So now looking forward to Fri liao... counting down really start now liao.... hee... must rest as much as i can this few days... & also i hope hubby can get more rest also.... hope he will not get so tired when Little Angel is out.. cause pity & heartache him lor... he need to work & at the same time take care of baby & me... =( Sayang hubby.... Muack.... Hubby & Little Angel I Love u Both!!!

This Photo is taken Ytd Night... Big Tummy...

38 Weeks 4 Days... Flu & Fever =(

From yesterday till this morning 3 am... i'm having fever on & off... it has been a really tough for my body to take... Backache & also whole bodyache also... i think is due to the flu & fever.... =( Fever got really high yesterday @ 3 am.... my thigh have no strength to get myself up for toliet.... i really hope that i will recover soon.. cause i scare that i will be too weak if i m in labour with this kind of condition... -_-" I tried not to take too much panadol... cause i scare that it will affect my contraction if the real labour come... & scare that will affect Little Angel...hmmm... i hope is i think too much... Yesterday night tummy was feeling more painful & mens cramp is more painful too... but luckly it stop after a while... Hubby was so sweet la... he apply cold towel for me... but don't know y my tears start rolling liao... think because too xin ku le....then i wake up to eat medicine.. then feel much better liao... sleep till 12 plus pm today.. wake up feeling better but still weak... just took a shower & taken my flu medicine.... hope i will get better soon....




Tomorrow will be another appt checkup with Doc Ben... hope that everything will be ok.. & also hope that this will be the last checkup... hee... ^^ can't wait liao... if everything is still in our plan.... then we shall see Little Angel by next week liao... can't wait... but i hope my sickness will be gone by then... i so scare that my condition will affect my labour... Finally called the cord blood donantion liao... but Sat they r onli on half day... & also due to my sickness... i don't wanna travel to KKH... so i will be calling them again on Mon... they was saying that if on my Big day if the nurse send me to normal ward to wait for my delivery i still can sign all the document... i really hope i can donate my cord blood in order to save other people life... because if on the big day i was whole day in delivery suite... mean i cannot sign anything liao... =( Let's pray that things will turn out well...

38 Weeks 2 Days... Feet Swollen....

Today Hubby start working liao.... =( i always tht that he start work on Thursday.... Sob.... i have enjoyed this year CNY... even when i feel really tired after all the visit.. & waking up early.... Catch up with all the relative & friends... ^^ But !!! i ate too much CNY stuff & drink too much soft drinks & cold drinks... so now... i'm having cough liao.. -_-" I HATE COUGH.... !!! Cause i can't really sleep well at night... but no choice wor.... cause i not guai at all lor... so this is wat happen.... hope that my cough will go away soon.... i don't wanna get sick when deliver Little Angel... cause i scare that Little Angel when born will get the cough from me... cause newborn is always more ez to get germs... =( so today onwards i need to be guai liao.. more plain water... & more rest....

Yesterday have been a long day.... We r playing cards@ my house... hee.. but in the end... the Big Winner is My Mummy.... -_-" hee.... but anyway everyone is happy la... seem so long that i never really talk or gather myself into this kind of gathering.... cause after i'm pregnant with Little Angel... i have been locking myself in the room.... i don't really like to talk or bother about any other thing... so after this CNY.... is a good start for me.. to be back to normal.... ^^ so i'm very happy...

Now i going to blog about my Feet.... -_-" From last weekend until now.... i realise that my feet get really very swollen when the night fall.... afternoon still not too bad... but at night i can't even see my ankle... -_-" i cannot imagine why my feet can get so swollen.... The left feet is the worst... i can even feel that it is very tight... Yesterday hubby try to massage for me liao.. i felt better after that.... & also i heard that when ur feet get swollen... means that i'm going to give birth very soon.... hmmm... i hope so... cause i have been feeling real tired... Saturday will be going for checkup again... feeling excited !!!... but hope Little Angel will be guai guai to engage the head.... Let's Pray.... !!!

My Really Swollen Feet... -_-"

Hee... sorry for the long long blog.... I forget to blog about the NEW MAC BREAKFAST ^^.... hee.. so happy that they have the Deluxe Breakfast now... so i don't need to confuse wanna Big Breakfast or Hot Cake Meal... hee... Greedy Mummy... !! Here comes my MAC Breakfast Yesterday morning before visiting....

The Deluxe Mac Breakfast!!! Yummy....

38 Weeks...

Today is finally the 38 Weeks... hee.... this Saturday will be seeing Doc Tham again.. so hopefully Our Little Angel will be guai guai move down & head engage... =) Maybe will admit to KKH for delivery on 26 Feb or 27 Feb... If nothing happen by then.. but still not yet decided... Gotta see wat Doc Tham say on Saturday.... but of course hope that Little Angel wanna come out by itself so no need induce.... Finally Little Angel is more active now.. can see that it don't move that much... cause due to the space is quite limited inside my tummy now... but hee.... Little Angel still manage to move & let me & Hubby see... This week will pass quite fast due to Cny... cause was quite tired & busy... Feet started to swell quite badly this week... but is normal... when reach the last week of preggy.. after birth everything will be back to normal... i hope my size will be back to normal too -_-" I hope so.... i given up on the stretch mark problem.. cause the cream don't seem to help at all =(... just pray that it will be lighten soon.... This few days still having mens cramp.. on & off... But there is no bleeding or waterbag leak yet... so was thinking it still got quite a long wait.. hee... must keep resting as much as possible now... so that i will have energy to push Little Angel out when the big day come ^^.... This few days having confuse thinking again... i scare i cannot handle Little Angel... -_-" i think is quite normal to think this way ba... guess all the first time mummy will have the same feeling as me.... but anyway.... hubby say i sure will be ok de... cause he will be around to help me also... hmmm feel a bit relieve after hearing that.... =)

Finally the baby cot problem is solved today.... ^^ so happy... because me & hubby forget to screw one more part that's why the side cannot slide down... -_-" silly us... so now almost all the things is prepare.. just that i m so lazy to do anymore last min checking... & also haven filled up the form that needed to bring to the hospital... =X Lazy Mummy... haiz... will do it by this week.. make sure i don't miss out anything....

Now Little Angel is moving here & there... hee.. ^^... so active today... me still can feel the butt... Yawn... getting tired now... now going sleep liao.. night night....

1st Day Of CNY.... & Valentine Day 2010

wake up @ about 8 plus... cause need to be at Hubby father house @9.30am... wake up & took a bath.. then after that Dad, Mum & Granny give us ang bao.. hee.. & also i have receive the very first Ang Bao for Little Angel from my Mum & Dad.... ^^ so sweet of them to give Little Angel ang bao even when Little Angel is not out yet.... hee....( U see Ah Gong & Ah Ma so good... ^^ give u ang bao first... so sayang u... ) hee.... but this year me & hubby decided to give ang bao to all the kids .. because normally old saying is that the first year of marriage we can don't give... we feel that even is the first year... we don't mind to start giving... is our blessing to others... & also i enjoyed seeing kids so happy whenever they receive an ang bao... makes me think of how happy i was when i was a little gal... receiving ang bao from all the auntie & uncle... =) after going to hubby auntie side... we go my granny there... hee... my Ah yi when see me keep touching my tummy... can see that she can't stop touching.... haha... Ah yi also give Little Angel a ang bao too..

Little Angel First 3 Ang Bao... !! =)

After Ah Yi House we went back home & took a rest... cannot imagine i'm stuck @ the dinning table again eating steamboat =X.. hee... then we went to movie with my MIL... & hubby... i feel that i cannot sit for so long liao... i start to move my butt here & there when the show is halfway... i just feel so tight on my tummy... like my skirt keep making me feel so tight... -_-" after such a long long day i was really tired liao... no more energy... feel like sleeping... but !!!! i tell hubby i wanna eat supper... so he fetch me to go eat... hee... then of course finally is sleeping time.. Yawn... =) VDAY on the 1st day of CNY... I still enjoyed my day.... & i wanna tell Hubby ... I Love U !!!... Our next coming Vday will be very wonderful cause Little Angel will be joining us next year... & of course more years to come....

Happy Valentine's day......

To My Hubby, My Life, My Eternal Valentine

On the valentine's Day

I'm thinking about

the special ways

you have made my life better,

the little things

the not-so-little things....

your kindness,

the way you always listen

and pay attention to me

You make my world

brighter and richer

You're a gift to me

and I thank you

for being you...

To My Wonderful Hubby Benedict Ling....

37 Weeks 5days Check up & CNY Eve....

On Saturday.... 13 Feb 2010... CNY Eve... having checkup appt with Doc Tham again @ AMK.... reach there about 10am.. then go for breakfast cause is still abit early.. my appt is 10.35am... ^^ when to take my blood pressure... -_-" But nurse say a bit high ( 145 ).. so must rest a while & take again... finally turn out to be normal.... meaning just on the line ( 130 ).. anything above 130 is consider a bit high liao... hopefully my blood pressure will be on the line until birth... ^^ Did a scan for Little Angel... but... Doc Tham say that Little Angel have been naughty.. cause until now don't wanna let us see the face clearly... so no pic was taken... =( I told Doc about the feeling that i had the past few days... like something is pushing & stretching on my below... but he did not check the cervix for me... because Little Angel Head is not engaged yet... so meaning i still to wait.... hopefully this week Sat Little Angel head will be engaged liao... Little Angel weight is now.... 3kg.... Doc say is consider not too big... so is still prefect... but my weight different from last check is about 1 kg plus -_-" Wah.... only 1 week i put on about 1 kg plus liao.. & that is very very scary..... so now i'm cutting back on my Milk intake.... cause i don't wan Little Angel to be too big after 2 weeks... Anyway as long as is healthy i'm ok ^^....

So my Checkup date falls on CNY Eve also.... Meet Hubby family side for early Dinner @ 4 pm... Finally had my Yu Sheng... ^^ have been craving for yu sheng for the past 1 week... hee... i don't eat the salmon... onli wan the veg only... ^^ Yummy.... But the service like is not very good.. because is CNY so every staff is rushing & rushing... Keep on looking at our table to see if have finish our dish le ma... so a bit stress when eating.... hmmm.. i still prefer to eat at home.... more freedom.. =) after finish... is my family turn.... my side normally start @ around 7 pm... so this year is not so rushing cause the timing is not crash... hee.... i had been eating so much... -_-" i also don't know why i keep on feeling hungry & sleepy.... Yawn... !!! after the dinner... We start playing MJ liao... hee... after that me & hubby watch soccer then sleep.. cause 1st day of CNY is Always very Busy... =(...

Yummy Yummy!!! I Love It..... ^^

37 Weeks 3 Days... Counting down to CNY 2010

Today is already Thursday... counting down to CNY Eve on Sat.... hee... ^^ don't know y so happy... But Doc Tham did told me not to take so much CNY goodies... BUT!!! Oops... i did it again... hee.. ok la... not so much... but still got eat.... Aiya if no eat CNY goodies where got feel like CNY is coming?? -_-" ( Sorry finding Excuse... ) haha.... But this year i eat quite abit more then last time.. =) maybe Little Angel also like to eat CNY goodies??? Hope that Sat appt Little Angel won't be overweight due to the goodies that i eat... if not we will shock Doc Tham again... I have been very guai also... have been drinking lots of milk.... even FULL CREAM MILK =X .... Last few days try my clothes hor... realise cannot fit liao... so sad. .. then msg hubby to complain... =( i feel that is because Little Angel now have moved down liao.. cause my tummy shape looks different to me... & sometime it look weird to me... hee... Little Angel have not been moving much yesterday.... Hubby was saying that Little Angel must be feeling tired lately...but i feel to worry sometime.... Will let Doc Tham know also....

So after Saturday 12am... is consider Year Of Tiger le.... ^^ So confirm that Little Angel is born in the year of Tiger... cause i got wonder before is that.... Will Little Angel decided to be an OX instead of Tiger?? hee.... silly me... =X..... Tiger is good also.... cause in my family no one is born in the year of Tiger... so Little Angel is the first one... hee.... but anyway... Health is more important.... that is wat matter the most to Hubby & Me... Looking Forward to the Birth of Our Little Angel... ^^

Those who born under the Chinese Zodiac Sign of the Tiger

~ Authoritative

~ Self - Possessed

~ Strong Leadership Qualities

~ Charming

~ Ambitious

~ Courageous

~ Warm Hearted

~ Highly Seductive

~ Moody

~ Intense

And they're ready to pounce at any time

Had been Dreaming the same Dream....

This few days have been dreaming the same dream for days... maybe i'm too excited about meeting Little Angel... i keep dreaming that i'm going to deliver soon... & also that is spotting when i go to toliet... haha even dream that i took epi.... still have about 20 more days to go... now is the waiting period... but it seem so near by yet so far away... haha... i cannot imagine that i really made it till this far... haha... I feel that the love for ur own baby is really different... u can really change ur lifestyle & everything just to keep ur baby safe & healthy... just like me... NO more smoking & drinking once i know that i'm havng Little Angel... is always hard in the beginning... but i made it... !! Everything was wonderful for me... ^^

Yesterday Little Angel finally move when i'm watching TV with hubby.... =) & of course Hipcup also... hee... so cute... but when about 1 plus am... i start to feel cramps & pain on my tummy... BH came again... & is a little more painful.... but just on & off... it didn't carry on after about 20min later... so i guess is not the time yet... haha.... then finally slept @ 2.30am... was feeling sleepy... Now i try to rest as much as i can before Little Angel decided to come out... if not many sleepless night will be waiting for me.... i hope i can pull it thru... & be a good Mother... that is wat i always worry about.... will i be able to take care of Little Angel well?? M i able to fully Breastfeed Little Angel?? Hee.... so many things running in my mind... i just hope for the best & we'll see wat happen....^^ JIA YOU!!!

37 Week.... Counting down starts now....

Now finally 37 weeks liao... =) so happy... cause Little Angel consider full term already... ^^ & also now is consider anytime can Little Angel is coming out to meet us... but don't know when will be the day.... feeling excited & a bit scare also... excited to meet Little Angel real soon... but scare cause u will never know when is the day... it might be this week?? next week?? the week after?? who knows.... =X.... This 2 days Little Angel have not been moving that much... think because the space in my tummy is not so much liao... but can still feel the hipcup almost everyday... haha... that show a good sign that Little Angel is healthy... Tummy is getting real big now... & feeling very heavy everyday... & of course still feel so lazy....Now start to feel that tummy is dropping... haha... think cause Little Angel decided to move down a Little In order to prepare to come out... ^^ & also Ytd hubby & Sis helped me to set up Little Angel baby cot... Finally =) it has been a hard work... thanks to them..... ^^

CNY is just on this Saturday... =) feeling happy cause everyone can have dinner together & also can visit... hope i won't get too tired.. & also Little Angel Guai Guai don't choose CNY to come out.. haha cannot imagine if i go visit half way then wanna give birth... it will be very funny... So Little Angel must guai guai... wait till after CNY then anytime u can come out liao... cause me & papa will be waiting for u... Finally almost everythings is prepare.. even my hospital bag is prepare... so we will just wait for the good news.... ^^ Ytd night dream of i wanna give birth liao... hmmm is that a sign??? haha... maybe i'm just too excited... =X & also in my dream i took epi... haha.... so funny... this few days always dream of giving birth.... Hope this weekend faster come.. can't wait to spend more time with hubby again.... =)

Still have 21 days to Due Date...

OMG all this baby is so Cute... ^^ haha & chubby also....

Worries, Worries, Worries.....

Now is about 36 Weeks.. 4 days.. still got another 3 days to 37 Weeks.... start to feel paranoid... & tends to worry this & that... haha.. think i too free at home liao.... think so many silly things...

Due to i very scare of C sect... i now worry that Little Angel head will turn back up again... -_-" which i think the chances is low.. but i don't know y i still worry so much... yesterday night did not slept well... as this thinking keep running in my head... & also i got dream that i m giving birth... maybe is normal to have worries in the last 2 weeks i guess... but i hope i can be more relax as i don't wan Little Angel to feel the stress... Yesterday night start to feel that there is some pushing & stretching feeling on my virgnal area... a little painful.. maybe is softening.. will let Doc Tham know next week.. so that he can check for me...

Today went to pick my nephew up from school again... feeling that my thigh is very tired & pain when i walk... feeling like i had just run a 2.4km.... haha... walking like a duck now.. think due to Little Angel head is lower liao.... so gotta walk slowly... so we'll see wat will happen next week.. ^^

A mummy was telling me that on this Saturday there is a breastfeeding talk in KKH... was think wanna go a not... Hmmm... maybe ask hubby first....

36 Weeks Check Up....

Today went KKH for checkup... went to mac eat breakfast... ^^ yummy... then after that went TPS for appt liao... Doc Tham say that Little Angel is growing very well... Weight is 2.5kg... zzzz that day friday the sonographer scan say is 2.9kg.. that's y shock me... -_-" now Doc say is 2.5kg... i think listen to Doc Tham better.... haha... he say that Little Angel weight is very very good... & he did a test for me to check if got any infection... & this test is a MUST to do before ur due date... so next appt will know the answer... ^^ hope everything ok.... ^^

Did a scan today to see Little Angel.... -_-" Little Angel face is facing my butt.. so cannot see the face... so no scan taken back home... but alot of mummy say that is a very good position for delivery... so is ok la... anyway i can see & hold Little Angel soon in my arms... so happy & excited... ^^ next appt will be CNY Eve... so lookng forward... every check up make me feel that is getting nearer....

Today also take up the package for the ward liao... Took B1... as i don't wanna waste so much money on A1 ward... might as well i save for my Little Angel on other things... But ok la... not too bad.... 4 bedded... with TV & Aircon... Anyway is onli 1 night nia... no point... cause that day when i admitted in hospital on fri... first night i stayed in A1 ward... is not as good as wat i tht it is... that's y i don't feel is worth it.... Hee... wat is the most important is Little Angel is healthy & cheeful ya...

36 Weeks... Tummy Photo Taking...

Hee.. now is already 36 Weeks... so asked hubby to take photo for my tummy... scare later forget... but..... it look so big & ugly.... -_-" Hopefully my stretch mark will be lighten & also tummy after doing post - natal massage will be smaller.... hope it works.... ^^ Looking forward to my appt tomorrow.... ^^