Dreaming of Fisherprice Rocker... -_-"

Haha.. will sound funny this time... as yesterday was looking around to see if got any Fisherprice Rocker for my Little Angel... i think was seeing too much... then start to dream that i pay for a very good price & bought one home... Little Angel was happy... & so comfy lor... -_-" Never did i tht that i will dream of this lor... somemore after i break sleep go toliet & came back sleeping... i dream again.. Arrr... same dream... it happened 4 time... Meaning i wanted this rocker badly.. haha... silly me... But was thankful to one of the mummy keep a look out for me & send me lots of link about people who is selling it... & there is 2 that i interested.. hopefully they can lower a bit lor... cause don't wanna spend so much money now.... as my EDD is nearer... wanna save up more... just in case we needed more cash...

Today wake up feeling not in a good mood... don't know y.. maybe just moody for a while.. now feeling better already... Having cramp this morning when woke up... like wanna come mens... =( guess still more to come when the date is nearer..... Hubby tonight going DND.... i gotta go to course preview tonight also.... but is in jurong.....so far for me lor... -_-" hopefully my feet won't hurt.... Missing hubby every single day when he is at work... but no choice work... no work means no money... every week looking forward to weekend.... =) Hubby i Love u... Muack



Does this Rocker look Lovely to u??

Feeling Upset today....

Today everything went fine.... but pity hubby la... cause he had been sick for a few days liao.... sayang.... Today i pack Little Angel clothes liao cause is dry liao le.... yesterday i wash almost all of them... but still got some haven wash....

Feel upset when my dad return from his drinking session.... he always after drinking hor sometime will talk nonsense la.. which i hate the most.... then will sometime make my nephew cry.. think cause now i'm pregnant... i cannot tahan this kind of things anymore... i will get very angry & upset... was so angry just now... but slowly emotion turn to upset... just feel that will Little Angel be healthy ( as in mentally ) living here with my parents?? ( Don't be Mistaken... I do LOVE my family members alot... just that after i'm pregnant my expectation in my lifestyle is no longer the same ) ... I think every parents wants the best for their children.... So M I... But sometime also thinking will there be more upcoming problems & conflict once Little Angel is born? Alot of things run thru my mind sometime.. & i'm telling myself not to think so much & relax... but when things happen again my mind will think again... Sometime i even wish that i move out asap... but my flat still needed to wait till end of this year then i get the keys.... M i too selfish?? M i too much?? i was asking myself today in my mind... I just want somewhere that is quiet & let me rest my mind & also i can take care of Little Angel better if my mind is at peace....

I just hope that things will change after Little Angel is born.... but of course i won't put in high expectation.... as i don't wanna upset myself more....

33 Week ....Feeling Sleepy & tired....

Just reach 33 Weeks today ^^... was feeling more & more heavy, tired, lazy, excited, funny.... Feet is getting tired easily.... mentally & body is feeling tired almost everyday & after every meal... lolz... -_-" meaning going to be like miss piggy liao.... cause after food feel sleepy.... lazy to do or pack anything around me now... =X but there is still alot to do before Little Angel decided to come out... feel excited cause after such a long wait... finally another 5~6 weeks i will get to see Little Angel.... Don't know how will i react when i meet Little Angel the first time?? Will my tears roll down my cheek?? & also of course will be taking our very first Family Photo ^^.... Can't wait to touch the Little finger & hands.... Feeling funny cause this few days have been feeling Little Angel movement...... very active week...

Today watched a video of epi injection... in Babycentre... actually is not as scary as wat other people say... i see liao.. i feel ok lei... after see i feel that i'm not so scare already about the needle... of course i hope that i won't be using epi... but of course it gotta depends on how i'm going to handle the pain... & will i be able to handle the pain... i pray that i can go thru it...


( This is how baby is now in tummy.... Week 33... )

Sharp Pulling Pain.... & Active Little Angel.....

Yesterday went AMK hub with my family..... while we r having dinner suddenly i felt a very sharp pulling pain on the left side of my abdomen... ( sry if i spell wrongly ) the pain was so painful that i break out in cold sweat... then after that went to toliet to check if there is any bleeding... luckly no.... then went home after that...

Today.. i feel that same thing again... when i was watching tv & was eating.... suddenly call out for hubby & started lying down on the bed with pain.... & after a while it go off again...Hmm... was wondering wat is happening??? is it normal to feel the pain?? & i was shock that how painful it can be... i tht it was just a light pulling cramp... but never did i expected it to be so painful... =( i hope it won't come again...

This few days Little Angel have been quite active... when i lying on the bed... looking @ my tummy... i can see Little Angel moving from Right to Left & back to Right again... the movement is getting stronger day by day.... meaning Little Angel is healthy & having Strong bone.... ^^ Still got some shopping to do for Little Angel.... getting ready soon to meet Our Little Angel... Cny is just one month ahead.... so need to do spring cleaning soon.... & is looking forward to all the visiting... =)

Counting down for another 5 ~ 6 Weeks.....

Having Lots of BH @ 32 Weeks

Yesterday night was having quite a few times of BH... hard to fall asleep... cause it can be quite painful.... even when i wake up to go toliet... feel so hard to even walk when BH came.... after toliet when back to bed lying down to rest a while hope that it will go off.... but it pain for quite a while before it stop... this week have been feeling BH quite often... I tht it should be on & off but not daily?? But i'm feeling quite often like everyday... hope Little Angel is not stress inside mummy tummy k... cause i hear that when we got any mild contraction baby will feel stress too.. but luckily Little Angel is still active as before... meaning is a good sign also... cause Doc say if the contraction is progressively frequent or Baby movement has decrease then we will have to start worry... Maybe i'm just worried as a first time mummy... Hope that this few days i will have a good night rest.. cause have not been sleeping very well....

32 Weeks...

Today just went to my 32 weeks checkup.... hee.... so happy looking @ Little Angel when doing scan.... Little Angel is still facing us.... ^^ Can see the nose & eyes & cheek.... Little Angel cheek is so chubby.... Doc say that the weight should be 1500 ~ 1600.... but -_-" it become 1881... meaning is fat liao.... Doc is a bit shock... haha can hear from his voice... Little Angel head is still down.. which is a good sign... ^^ So waiting for the next checkup which is 1 mths time... meaning 36 weeks liao... hee... date getting nearer liao... so excited... =)

Hubby keep laughing @ me say i eat too much liao... that's y Little Angel is so heavy -_-"



Little Angel is looking @ us again.. ^^

Welcome 2010.....

2009 a lot of things happen.. lots of happy memories.... we got married & found out that i'm pregnant... But of course biz due to some reason gotta close down.... at first it really makes me upset... but after thinking about it.. i believe that everything happen for a reason....

Hubby decided to bring me on a fireworks cruise to countdown... hee... ^^ so happy cause is my first time counting down in this way...... then mum, dad, sis , her bf, my nephew decided to joined us also... so happy that can gather everyone for this special day... we went for dinner then walk walk.. after that we start to board the boat liao... so windy that night... & the fireworks is wonderful... =) i'm so happy that night.... after that we went home.. luckly no jam at all....

Now is already 2010.. i hope that everyday will be a happy day for everyone... & also hope that after Little Angel is born i will get a wonderful job... Me & hubby will be as loving ^^ & also of course meeting Our Darling Little Angel... Can't wait for the big day to come.... Excited that our flat is finally coming this year end... yesterday sleepless night again.. finally KO at 7 plus 8 am.... this few days having tummy upset & also gastric... hope that all this will pass soon... Little Angel have been very strong & active... hee.. that pair of legs is super de lor... when kick in my rib will be painful de... haha... Daddy Ben keep asking Little Angel not to keep Mummy so hard....-_-" but Little Angel have not listen at all.. haha... still happy kicking.... anyway that is a good sign of a healthy Little Angel...

Yeah!! tonight will be going for my 32 weeks checkup... can finally see Little Angel... haven see Little Angel for about 4 weeks liao..... still got a few things still haven buy yet.... next week will need to wash Little Angel clothes liao..... so won't be so rushing....^^