We r very Fortunate...

We r consider blessed & fortunate already... living in a safe country... & everyone is healthy in the family.. kids is growing very well.. with pink health.. what more shall we ask for? Saw a Video today that is posted by one of the Friend in FB... After watching this video.. we should cherish with what we have.. because some people is not as fortunate as us... So we must count our blessing every single day... Spend more time with ur loves ones... & show more care for them... It is not too late to start now... So below is the video everyone must watch...

Feel so sick...

Have been feeling sick today the whole day.... =( wanna vomit.. Think gastric problem is coming... & also mens is coming too... Sigh... why woman must have mens.... Have PMS de lei... bad mood.. backache... feel shitty...

But today was super happy to go back Serangoon for visit la... =) I missed everyone.... Benson keep sticking to Sis sia... hehe.. he keep wanting her to carry.. non stop.. even me also don't wan lei... Lol.. think he misses them all too... Daddy & Mummy knows that we r coming back.. so bought Hub favor Durain... Hehe... I went for the shoot today with Fen... Had a great day.. but after shoot i feel sick.. maybe caught in the rain ba... But now seem a little better.. just tired... Benson afternoon hor.. very cute lo.. he waited for me to be back home then he wan me to pat him to nap... Lol... so sweet la.. he seem super tired today too.. because he miss one of his nap...

Sian ar.. Tomorrow got worker to come fix up my endless wall AGAIN... means.. no rest tmr.. & lots of cleaning to do too after they r done... & Tireness for Benson too.. Because he will miss almost all his nap tomorrow due to this stupid wall thingy... Sick of it la.. i will make sure i see them do a good job before letting them go... Haiz... i hope Benson won't mix up his timing for nap .. Because we knows that baby need to do according to plan de ma everyday must same same de.... =( Hope i won't get too tired tmr...

Feeling so angry with Tian Zhen People....

Feel kind of piss that some people r spreading news which is NOT TRUE... about the radiation coming to asia country... Pls do research before posting in ur fb or send sms to family & friends... U r causing panic to all the people around... & also people who believe that is really so Tian Zhen lo.. go watch BBC or CNN... nothing has been reprted about this.. i have been watching the news everyday... never see such report... if there is really this kind of things happen.. i trust that we no need to report ourself... the newspaper & TV will sure report to us before we even know it.. PLS DO NOT BE STUPID to believe it... Yahoo news already says that all the sms & fb posting is not true.. so pls wake up.. & stop causing People to worry....

Here is the link that says that is not true...

Everytime i watch the news.. it makes my heart sink & it really heartbreaking to see people in japan suffered after the earthquake... today they change the 8.9 earthquale to 9.0.... what is the point? is already happened... this is not a record breaking contest... all the kids & parents went missing.. the death number is going up... & some city cannot be rebuild... & now the Nuclear problem & radiation problem there looks bad... Praying hard for them everyday...

First trip to the Zoo... 13 March 2011

Yesterday we went to the zoo since the rain stop... =( i admit that i'm very xiao qi... because when Hub saw the rain decided not to go.. i was upset & angry... But after that we still get to go to zoo with Steven & Wendy... Yesterday afternoon was super hot... Benson don't wanna sit in the pram so no choice we take turn to carry him... Our muscle is super aching today due to 4 hours of walking & carrying.. But is still fun.. Yesterday all the animal came out... so we have seem 90% of the animal... so is worth it.. hehe... At night went to have dinner together with Steven & Wendy... =) Both of us Ko quite early due to the long day of outing... super shag... Hehe... But hor.. Benson suddenly got rashes on his body & forehead.. We suspect is heat rashes... But it seem better today liao... we sweat super lots... & smell like fish after the trip....

This coming Saturday we going to Wild Wild Wet... Yohoo... Can't wait....

Outing at East coast park..

Today went East Coast Park with
steven & Wendy.. We ride bicycle again.. =) had a fun day.. But hor.. Muscle super pain lo.. Due to not having much sleep this 2 days because Benson have been waking up very often in the middle of the night crying..Ever since he had fever for the past 2 days.. Think is due to teething.. Or maybe he is hungry.. Because now his solid & milk intake is super low.. & sometime I just quite piss off.. I know I cannot expect too much for a teething baby..but drinking only 50ml - 120ml is making me super heartache lo.. I can't force him because he will just play with the bottle teats.. & milk will drip all over my bed.. -.-" today check his gum while in shower.. Still no sign of new tooth yet.. Sigh.. I just hope that his milk & food intake will be back to normal again.. He has lost his fats this 2 days le.. =( think he loss weight.. Very sad la..

I feel that lately Benson become super smart Liao.. Will cry super bad with his tears dropping to his cheek when we let him seat in his carseat.. Which make me angry sometime.. But we try not to look at him when he fuss.. He will stop after a while.. But hor.. Just now he cry all the way till back home carpark.. =.=" not that I wan him to cry like.. But safety always come first... if I love my child I have to protect him.. I know he is still too young to understand.. But this is a must .. because to be honest.. SG driver 80% of the driver sucks...

Tomorrow will be going zoo.. Finally have this chance to bring benson go le.. So happy.. I'm looking forward.. But I hope I have a good might sleep tonight.. Pray that benson dont keep waking up..

By the way.. I must really pray for japan.. I hope god will help them out in this very tough time.. I feel very sad for them.. Lots of people die.. Lots of family members is lost.. Lots of house is gone too.. May god bless them & hope nothing will get worst anymore...

Benson having fever...

Benson is having fever for 2 days Liao.. Luckly today his fever drop finally.. But I still feed him panadol this morning just in case the fever come back... My guess is he is teething.. Because touchwood.. No cough & running nose.. Just fever.. But My little monster is still active.. Hehe.. Of course clingy.. Because he feel xin ku & want some comfort from us.. My poor little monster... Hopefully he recover soon.. After he got fever.. He cannot sleep very well.. Keep waking up in tbd middle of the night crying.. So I fed him some water.. I just hope things will be better again..

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Lately have been feeling abdomen pain.. Don't know y.. Maybe mens is coming or I tahan wee wee too much.. I will be having my checkup soon with gynae Benjamin.. Is the first time I seeing him at TMC.. because he have moved after I delivered Benson.. Cannot imagine he still remembered us.. Because Patricia went for checkup & he still ask how r we.. =) I will make an appt with him abt next month..

Thanks Hubby for ordering Delivery Lunch for me.. =) because Hubby knows that i always got no time to cook my own food.. & keep skipping breakfast & lunch.. so he ordered delivery lunch for me.. & it taste super yummy... hehe.. Thanks... love u....

Looking Forward..

I kind of looking forward to alot of things now .. & the things that i always wanted to do.. I decided to list them down here.. Hehe

1 ~ looking forward to see Benson walking stable on his feet...
2 ~ For Benson to go to childcare ( since he is the only child we had, so
I don't wan him to get bored at home & I hope he will love school..

3 ~ To read my fav author book.. If I have the energy & time..
4 ~ To have more ideal of where to go on weekend.. Which is our family day..
5 ~ To learn driving..
6 ~ To learn to cook & baked..
7 ~ To date again with hubby when Benson goes school..
8 ~ Have a dog when Benson is older...
9 ~ To have one last tattoo.. Lol...   yet to approved by hubby...

Carpe Diem called today.. Say that Benson can go school starting from Nov.. Haha I suddenly got a confuse feeling lei Don't know wanna be excited or worried...I excited because is  new chapter for Benson.. i worried is because i scare he cry non stop... Pray that he love school....