My worst nightmare...

Bring Benson for his MMR on last Saturday.. Have been postpone before because of hos flu & cough.. So since he recover... I decided to bring him to get his Jan done.. I tht is the last jab till he is much older.. But I was wrong.. Nurse told us he still left with one more Jab.. Which Is abt end of Sep.. =( my heartache moments again.. Whenever Benson Jab.. My heart will turn sour.. His MMR jab fever set in today... Which is 2 days after the jab.. This morning took temp.. Is 37.4.. Now after Feed medicine.. Drop back to 36.9.. Phew.. Hopefully it won't get too high.. This week will be a stay home week.. Because a Friend of mine advise.. Say that better to stay home.. Because scare that he will kana infection or virus.. Because it happened to her daughter.. so is better to listen & tahan.. I'm glad & blessed that.. There is alot of caring friends out there.. & of course family members... Mum just called just now.. Asking if Benson is ok.. Pls let Benson's fever go away.. =)

I'm feeling sick too.. Think I'm having throat infection on the right side of my throat.. Feeling sore.. Starting from ytd.. & I keep feeling lacking of sleep.. Even I took nap ytd afternoon.. Having headache too.. Slight of too heaty.. Will go cook some barley later.. So we all can drink including Benson.. Flush out all the heat & toxic.. Cooking watery porridge too.. Because my granny taught me when i staying at Serangoon... Whenever baby is sick.. can give the porridge water... =)

Benson now weight is 9.7kg... is under the 50% in the chart... Nurse say.. as long as he is growing should be ok..

Sunday We went to Vivo then to Sentosa to see the crane show.. LOL.. We walk all the way in.. Because the path link way from Vivo to Sentosa is ready... Super nice walk way.. but a little hot... & is a good place for dating couple & Family... =) Very clean as well.. on the way.. we will walk pass some cafe.. looks very good... & the price is quite ok... Someday will go there to have lunch or dinner.. I hope so.. =) Then we just paid $1 for the entry to Sentosa with our ezlink card... We r just in time for the show... Phew... But too bad.. no fireworks... =( After the show finish we go walk around a while the took a cab back from Resort world... Extra $3 ... =.= But the quene is super fast... It was a simple outing.. but i love it...

Benson Learning Self Feeding... & Dancing King...

Have been trying to let Benson feed himself every lunch... & i know it can be super messy.. LOL.. But that is part of learning.. =) I'm willing to clean.. as long as my little dare devil can learn new skill... He is such a darling to us... i cannot imagine my life without this happy pie anymore... every morning woke  up will crawl across my tummy to sleep beside me...  =.= Sound like my tummy is his mountain... He will smile at me when he woke up from his sleep.. & making me angry when i in toliet he keep pushing the door & wanna come in... =.=" He knows that i will scold him when he do so... LOL.. but he will make a big smile on his face while pushing the door to make my heart melt so that i won't scold him.. Super cheeky boy.. Will only wan mei nu to carry him outside... if a ugly one or normal looking one he will turn aside.. & shake his head no.. LOL... I'm not saying i'm pretty.. because i'm his mother.. so he surely will want me to carry.. right?? LOL.. His cough is getting better now.. not so jialat liao.. touch wood....

Benson is really a good dancer... LOL... He dance whenever he hear music from the TV.. & put his hands up in the air & swing... LMAO... is super cute & funny watching him dance...How they can understand most of the words we say.. & even know how to smile to camera when we taking photo of him..

Yesterday went Ktv to celebrate Vel & Christine Bday.. =) is consider a relax moment for me.. & destress myself... Which is good.. because it will give me more positive thinking.. have been super neg lately... Thx Hubby for willing to take care Benson while i'm out.. Muack.. Love u Max...

Feeling so low lately....

I don't know why i feel like crying... but i'm feeling so low lately.. maybe is hormone inbalance... Yesterday night suddenly just wanna cry myself out... =.= I hope the feeling will go away soon.. had been sensitive lately too.. OMG.. what had happen to me?? I just feel breathless at times... I just need a shoulder to cry on...

Cough Cough Cough

Benson is still having really bad cough... & we r all super tired due to his cough is affecting his sleep... I feel super heartache seeing my dare devil like this... =( He will sleep half way then cough non stop till wake up.. We brought him to KKH on Saturday A&E... Hopefully the medicine will really help him.. The Doctor said that he is actually having Sensitive cough.. so we already took away all the furry item... & clear the bed.. Hope that it will help a little.... Yesterday night his cough is still the same... =.= Sigh... seem like no ending.. & seeing him cough so hard... Makes him super tired...

Yesterday Went to Yvonne baby gal full month... Even Eelynn & Queen said that Benson look pale... & weak.. Arrr.... & i realise it too after that said it... After the Full Month we went to Vivo city to do some shopping... Then back home... Hubby is having his MJ Session..

Car Sold...

Our car is sold Yesterday... I know Hub is very sad about it... but that is the best choice.. because the air con keep giving us problem.. & lots of repair for this car.. means $$$... so hub asked about the price if we sold the car.. at least now can cover the bank loan.. so he decided to sell it off... So now is cab cab cab or mrt... Yesterday the dealer came collect the car.. a bit emotional inside our heart.. but must ren... because we know whats best for us...

This car have been thru with us for 4 years.. When we first dating... ROM, married, pregnant, Benson is born.. till now Benson is 15 Months old...