Benson 8 Months 3 Week 2 Day Old

Benson now have 2 tiny tooth below... Hubby saw it first... haha.. i tht he saw wrongly... but see it myself Yesterday... finally i see it... haha... =) lately he been a very good boy.. drop his non stop night feed.. so only 1~2 feed in the middle of the night... hehe... This morning after 6plus am feed.. he don't wanna sleep.. so i put him with me on my bed.. because Hubby is working 5am today... Benson was holding onto my fingers then fall asleep himself... hehe.. so cute la... scare i went off while he was sleeping... Lately have been busy with Our house... so never really have time for Benson... i feel bad about it... will spend more time with him while i can... =) I always miss him when i was out busy with my house... Hopefully we get a good contractor that can help us done up with our house... Yesterday met one contractor & the price is quite ok... So Sat we had another appt with another contractor... then we will decide who we want to engage... This kind of things cannot rush.. but of course i understand that we won't always get the best deal.. Yeah... Hubby loan have been approved today.. so we shall shop for our house things very soon... =) what a good news.. hubby have been stressing over this.. now the stress is over... so work shall carry on for our house.. We planned to move in 30 Jan... Just before Cny... Hopefully everything will be fine...

Friendship...

I feel that is such a pity when a friendship is lost... We cannot control what human & other people thinks... well.... let god judge on them.. because i'm nobody to judge anyone.. but is sad to see that friends will actually passing remark & put hurting words to hurt each other.. In the first place.. we should not care about other people biz... Like me.. i always mind my own biz.. after so many commenting & remark.. we lost a friend & trust... i don't even know who is the Devil or Angel now... who say is the correct version? well.. it does not matter to me anymore... because no point digging all the ugly side of human.. because who will ever tell the truth? Actually after all this.. i do feel hurt... because she is the one that visited me in Hospital when Benson is born.. but i don't know is a Angel i saw or a Devil i saw when i first met her... Everything went so well... but after a while.. more mummies join in to the group.. that is where the problem or i can say trouble begin.... i better keep myself off that 2 person from my life.. because i don't want them to affect me anymore... This is a lesson that i should learn... is to trust people easily... In this world... nothing is prefect.. I just hope that she will live happily.. & i'm sure i'm gonna miss her little sweet sweet gal..

Updates....

Can't get to sleep again.. is already 1.30am.. & i'm still awake here... so decided to blog.. because now Benson is older le.. i need to attend to him more in the morning & afternnoon.. when he nap.. i try to rest too... must gain more energy... or i can say re~charge... haha... if not i cannot last the whole day... Well.. Benson is now teething again for his lower one more tooth... he seem alittle cranky today.. & keep rolling here & there even he is in his cot now... =.=" i hope it will be a smooth night tonight... last few night is quite good.. because he only wake up for 1 feed.. & i'm trying to train him not to drink milk in the middle of the night.. but i will still go with the flow.. i hope it carrys on... because i think he is old enough to quit for his night feed... =) but of course we cannot force this kind of things.. hungry means hungry.. haha...

Today went to Nippon paint place to get the colour book.. got one auntie very meow lei.. say cannot give too much.. wah lao... is free de ma.. then i got another shop take... haha... i of course gotta see as much as i can before i decide ma... how can see one  then decide...?? haiz.. still don't know what colour to get... but Hubby was saying we will paint our house ourself.. hehe.. wohoo.. it will be fun.. i love to do painting & of course i love to create something for my house.. we r planning to move in by jan.. just before Cny comes... so i'm sure it will be a different feeling...

Today went to Peek a boo too... Benson fall backwards while sitting on the play mat.. he cried la.. so heartpain lo... =( never look after him well.. so he fall... but he start to crawl backwards liao.. haha.. so funny la.. he love balls.. so when we move.. i'm going to buy a playpen & put lots of balls in it.. hehe... Because mum is smoking in living room as well.. so i cannot really put the ABC mat on the floor at the living room.. it will catch all the smell from the cig... so i will not allow smoking in my house ever.. !! only at service yard.. that is our limit.. our house is our rules... Benson will be having a playing place for himself when we move.. will put up the matt & playpen for him to play... =) I enjoyed my outing today... =) was very happy that Hubby was having Half day... hehe... so he pei us to play in peek a boo... =) Today meet up with flo, kim, felicia, jas... it was really fun.. i hope more of this day will come.. because i have been really busy with Our love nest... upload photo tmr morning.. =)

I was thinking of upload the pic.. but so stupid of me.. i insert the SD card wrong side.. so ytd photo is not in the SD card... lame.. =.="


                                   
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