1 Month 4 days Old & Dating Day with Hubby !!

Our Dinner & Dating Day... Yummy!!!

Benson is now 1 month 4 days old.... Time Fly With him around... Now he nap lesser... so afternoon will be a bit cranky... Zzz.. but luckly now he know that is night time.. so he will normally sleep after milk... haha.. me still as lazy as before... find that the most dislike part is to wake up in the middle of the night for feed.... haha.. but no choice la... he need to depend on us to feed him... hee... gotta wait till about 3~4mth then night feed will be lesser.... actually i'm quite worried about him jumping up from his sleep... & his arm & legs will be in the air.. like kana scare like that... but most of the mummy i ask say that is normal.. is something to do with the muscle.... but it will be lesser when they grow older... Benson don't like to be swaddle... so no choice... this will carry on till he is older ba... hope it will get lesser soon.. cause i scare it will affect his sleep all the time....

Benson still love people to talk to him... he will use baby talk to answer back sometime.... hee.. so cute la... =) he fart alot too... -_-" which is good la... if not tummy got wind.... but wat is the most funny part is that he will smile & laugh after he farted.... so funny looking lor...He love to shit & sleep at the same time as well... haha... & i feel that he tends to know wat we r talking & saying to him.. he love looking into our eyes.... now he slowly can accept his baby cot liao... which i feel very happy about it.... soon we will fix a yao lan... just in case he got cranky & also don't wana sleep... can try... but wat i wish is that he will not depend on the yao lan...

Life have been busy now... But full of joy too... cause everything seem so prefect now... Me & Hubby seem to have complete our life liao.... Dating, Marriage, Got Pregnant, Benson enters our life... our flat is coming soon... I really Thank God for making my life so wonderful... with a loving Hubby & a Wonderful Benson.... & lastly i wanna thanks to my family as well... my sister, mum & granny... for helping me so much... taking care of Benson for me when i needed them.... So me & hubby can balance up our life... & of course Granny who have been helping me alot... from confindment till now... night feed she will help me too... i can see that Benson love been carry by her also... granny also love to play & talk to him...

Benson Video =)

Benson is 1 Month Old.... ^^

Benson will be 1 month old by tomorrow.... but we celebrate his Full Month last week end... 21 March 2010... cause his actual full month is on a weekday.... everything seem to pass so fast now with Benson around... The Full Month celebration is fun.. but tiring & busy.. cause lots of friends & relative came... Benson got lots of Ang Bao & Gifts... thanks to all the Auntie & Uncle... & of course all our friends that came to share this joy with us.... Now Our Little Family is already 1 month old... ^^ I'm still trying my best to be a good mummy... but at times i'm so tired.... but will try to think positive as Benson & Hubby needs me to be a strong wife & mama... Life is getting better cause i'm getting use to the life as a mum now... waking up every 2.5hrs to 3hrs for feed... every morning shower Benson ( Granny is helping me to shower him, because i'm still scare to do it for him =X ) After every feed hope he will sleep so that i can rest... but he seem to get lesser sleep nowdays.. i don't know why... he seem to can't fall into deep sleep.. always half asleep.. & now the most headache thing is he hated his baby cot... so i don't know when will he be willing to sleep inside.. =( Now Benson got more temper liao.. he will kick & kick his legs when he is angry.. his hand will swing around also... see already very cute.. but his temper really gotta change.. if not he will be very hot temper next time when he grow up... -_-" i think his temper is like me... a bit short temper... Benson like people to pat on his butt to sleep... sometime he will fall asleep in our arms.. but when we put him down.. he will be awake again.. Arrr... -_-" nowdays kids is so smart.. is it because of the milk powder?? haha... The most funny part is... he will shit & fall asleep @ the same time... haha.... i'm happy that i'm able to go movie with hubby on mon... my sister is looking after Benson for us... so we can go dating again... My Mil already agree to help us look after Benson once a month overnight.. so that hubby & me can go out for a drink... ^^ don't get the wrong ideal.. i also hope to bring Benson out... but just that i think gotta wait a few more days better.. as we found out that he is more cranky when we go out & reach home... he is unable to really sleep... I hope Benson will always be a Happy & Healthy Boy.... ^^

2 Weeks 6 days Old

Finally i can blog here as my granny helping to feed Benson... this week have been stressful & tired... I hope i will be able to go thru it with a more positive mind... This week Sunday will be Benson Full Month Celebration... Pray that things will go smoothly... ^^ Benson have been throwing alot of temper lately... Hubby wanna train him to be more guai with his temper.. as he always wanted people to carry to sleep & also when pacifier drop he will get pissed of & cry & cry... haiz i hope this wont carry on for long... i know we needed to control his temper... but my heart is always soft when he cry badly... even i know the cry is not for real... Yesterday night was a tough one.... he don't wanna sleep till 2 am plus.. & i m really feel so tired.. because the whole day i haven even get to rest... But when i see Benson smiling at me.. my heart melt =)... wat i wish is that he will be a good boy & guai guai...

We just bring Benson to see PD... as his nose is blocked... so poor thing.. now have to give him medicine to eat.. & also drip his nose... when he is drinking milk... u can hear his blocked nose... zzz... so young nose already like that liao... but hope it will get back to normal soon... but wat i don't understand is that.. y he get so cranky when after taking medicine??? that question is still in me & hubby mind.. i guess there is no answer to it.... Benson n0w weight is 4.05kg... PD he is putting on weight quite alot... but i feel that good ma.. means i feed him well ^^


Yeah.. Full Month is coming.. meaning my confinement is going to end soon... & i can start to bring Benson out to shop... ^^ & also must find time to go relax with hubby liao... I miss the old days... =( but of course i understand that life is different now with Benson around... just the matter of time to get use to it... ^^ Hopefully my mum can help me look after when i wanna go out.... ok la.. will blog soon i hope... as i'm really bz with Benson around...

Sleeping in FisherPrice Rocker...

Finally Benson sleep on his FisherPrice Rocker... ^^ i think he is still not very use to it... cause normally he sleep on his cot... but must train... hee... if not waste Daddy money... Yesterday Benson is having colic again... so he keep crying.. cannot sleep.... so poor thing.... so we decide to give him colic drop... to ease the wind inside his tummy... so ke lian lor.. must be me never burp him well... =( i tht he slept the whole afternoon that's y at night he so cry baby.. but colic again... Zzzz hmmm i hope everytime i try burp him he won't throw temper.. cause now Benson already know how to get angry & throw temper liao..-_-" Baby nowdays is so smart.... only 1 week 5 days only know how to angry... but ok la.. he is still consider a cheerful boy...He will even smile in his sleep... he also like People to talk to him..but he cannot be alone lying down for too long... haha... he scare lonely i guess... whenever i call out his name he will smile to me... =) so funny... will make noise like a piggy... hee... & also will make loud noise when u pretend not to hear him... haha.... his hair is always messy after shower... =X all standing up... haha... his mouth is always putting like an "O" hee... so cute lor.. can't stop kissing his head... & hugging him to talk... ( Just took some picture of him today... enjoy ~)

His " O " Lips...

First Day without Hubby around....

Today is the first day without hubby around... he went to work today... =( but i must be strong mama ya... must take good care of our Benson.... This morning.. wake up @ 8am to feed Benson.. then after that he went back sleeping... i decided to pump my breastmilk... cause feeling kind of pain... hee... finally got see more milk coming... ^^ so happy... even i know is very tiring... but i hope i can give Benson the best that i can offer.... i just wan him to be as healthy as possible... =) I missed Hubby badly today... but i know that we got our part to do... so gotta move on... today finally clean our room... & wipe almost everything... sweep floor... mop floor.... shower Benson.. thanks to the help of my granny... she have been helping me to cook... & also helping me to take care & bath Benson... i cannot imagine if Hubby not around & i'm alone... i sure very stress... today everything goes quite well for us.... ^^ i'm glad.... now trying to put Benson on bed with fan on instead of aircon everyday... even i know that he is very scare of heat & hot weather... he tends to sweat alot... & body temp will get high... but no choice gotta let him get use to it... =) I hope everyday will be as peacful as today... & of course i hope that when Benson is older i will have more dating time with Hubby... I missed the old days also.... watch Movie.. go shopping... chill out.... But now have Little Benson i also very happy... is just that i hope to balance up our Life even when we got a baby... ^^

First Outing With Benson & First Ride on his Pram...

Our First Family Photo ^^

Today is our first outing to shopping centre with Benson... & also we meet up with Kareen & Desmond... Their gal is already 3 mths.... time really fly.... today i feel alot better after outing... Benson today tried his Pram already ^^... he love it.... Is in red colour so he keep looking at the colour... because newborn can only see 3 colour at the moment... black, white & red.... Benson was very guai... after feed he was asleep almost the whole time... hee... Thanks hubby for bringing us out... cause u know it will make me feel better.... ^^

Ian & Sherlyn visit us & Benson ytd at my house... so sweet of them... hee.. their gal Kayla is so so cute... & also envy that sherlyn is still breastfeeding her gal... she is a strong mama... =) giving her gal the best... but haiz... my breastmilk is getting lesser day by day... due to never pump so often that's y.... haiz.. feel bad lor.... my boy only get so little breastmilk from me... but i hope he will be as healthy....

Benson now got temper de wor.. when he is upset with something he will move his hand & feet all over... haha.. looks cute... but of course i would love him to be a cheerful & happy boy.... cannot always angry de la... he loves to smile also.. when me & hubby talk to him.. he will be so happy... even after feed & also bath.. he will look very happy.. i hope he will carry on being a happy boy... ^^

Hubby is starting work tomorrow already... feel sad... but no choice... hmmm... i hope he can get more rest.... cause this 1 week plus.. even he is on leave... he have been helping me alot with Benson... =( so heartpain wor.... sayang hubby.... i know he is really tired liao... Muack... hubby I love u....

Desreen & Benson

Benson New Ride...

Baby Benson Is 1 Week old already....

Hi all.. sorry been so long that i never have the time to update my blog because me & hubby is really tired this few days... & we r trying to cope with our new lifestyle with our Benson... ^^ Benson is 1 week old already.. time seem to pass faster with him around.... cause almost every 2~3 hrs feeding time.. & diaper change.... hee so much to do.... even in th e middle of the night.... because Baby Benson is still newborn... so he cannot different night & day... but he is consider very guai liao... so i must say that we r very lucky.... when we talk to him he will smile @ hubby & me... but too bad... me & hubby try to take photo of Benson smile... but when we take our hp to take pic... he seem like knowing & don't wanna smile liao.... he loves to listen to us talking to him when he is awake... & also he love to sleep while drinking his milk & shitting time.... haha.. so cute right??? Hubby & I really fall in love with Our Benson Boy liao... Thank god for giving us such a wonderful boy.. & of course i wanna thank god for letting me to have such a wonderful hubby as well... hubby have took 1 week leave to help me around...i can see that he is also very tired... i feel heartpain also... but hope we will get better & cope with our new lifestyle well.... =) my wound is still quite painful.. i hope it will heal very soon... as i find that walking & sitting is a pain to me also... now still on medication to numb the pain....

There is time that i feel very blue during this period... & i did cry almost a few days liao... i don't know y i tear so much... when i didn't burp Benson well... & causing him have Colic... i cried also.... when hubby ask me " R u OK?? " i cry as well... i hope this period will be over soon.. hubby is very supportive.. but i know that when i cry... hubby feel stress & sad also to see me like this... so i must keep trying to think positive... cause there is people who loves & care for me... Like hubby... ^^ i now also will try to ask more help from my mum & granny.... i used to be close up to myself with Baby Benson in the room.. refuse to get any help... which cause me to feel depress... so now i try to open up myself & Benson to my family more...

( To Hubby.... I really wanna thank u for helping me been thru so much... even when i cry for no reason in this period of time.. u show me ur tender loving care.... i already felt better... so i hope that u won't feel stress also... ^^ i will try to be as positive as possible... & i know with u... i can make it thru... is just the matter of time.... Hubby I love U... & of course Our Benson Boy too... )

Jaudice.... Benson still having Jaudice problem... =( so sad... always see the nurse taking blood from his heels... first time makes me wanna tear when i saw Benson in pain & cry.... we have been running around to polyclinic for his Jaudice check... next wednesday will be another check.. i hope that is the last one also.. cause is really tiring.. & also not good for Benson to always go polyclinic... cause there is alot of germs there also... somemore Benson is still a newborn... so i don't want him to get sick also...

Now i try to feed Benson a little of my Breastmilk.... but it seem low supply liao... so i will try to latch him on tmr to boost up the supply... now i only pump out 2 times a day.... & also feed him Fm also.... but hope my milk supply will carry on as long as possible.... Hubby just bought a breastpump for me... =( Hubby have been spending alot of money lately.. i feel so heartpain for him... i wish that i can help him in any way.... =( but feel helpless.... & also scare we r a burden for him.... haiz... Hubby sayang wor.... i already try to save as much liao... even u always say u can handle.... of course i trust that u can... but i just feel pain lor...

My First Breastmilk....

I hope that Benson will be a very healthy Boy & of course a happy boy.. i love his smile.. is so charming & sweet.... ^^

Yawn!!