First Day without Hubby around....

Today is the first day without hubby around... he went to work today... =( but i must be strong mama ya... must take good care of our Benson.... This morning.. wake up @ 8am to feed Benson.. then after that he went back sleeping... i decided to pump my breastmilk... cause feeling kind of pain... hee... finally got see more milk coming... ^^ so happy... even i know is very tiring... but i hope i can give Benson the best that i can offer.... i just wan him to be as healthy as possible... =) I missed Hubby badly today... but i know that we got our part to do... so gotta move on... today finally clean our room... & wipe almost everything... sweep floor... mop floor.... shower Benson.. thanks to the help of my granny... she have been helping me to cook... & also helping me to take care & bath Benson... i cannot imagine if Hubby not around & i'm alone... i sure very stress... today everything goes quite well for us.... ^^ i'm glad.... now trying to put Benson on bed with fan on instead of aircon everyday... even i know that he is very scare of heat & hot weather... he tends to sweat alot... & body temp will get high... but no choice gotta let him get use to it... =) I hope everyday will be as peacful as today... & of course i hope that when Benson is older i will have more dating time with Hubby... I missed the old days also.... watch Movie.. go shopping... chill out.... But now have Little Benson i also very happy... is just that i hope to balance up our Life even when we got a baby... ^^