Benson try to grab toys now... 2 Months 3 Days Old

Benson Playing With Daddy....

Benson Touching Mickey Mouse...

Burping Benson....

Benson now is more playful liao... when we put toys infront of him.. he will try to use his hand to grab it... now he is trying to control his hand movement... so we just use toys to play with him in order to let him have his hand & fingers training... =) when i put him in his Fisherman Rocker with the toys above.. he will try to push it... hehe... so cute la... now Benson also know how to complain more whenever he is feeling unhappy... will be very naggy... even when he suck his pacifier.. there will still be noise coming from his mouth -_-" Yesterday hubby was playing with Benson... hehe.. Benson smile so happily.... ^^

Lately... i have started my swimming... hopefully i can lose some weight... BUT!!! i'm getting tanned... =( i now actually very dislike to be tanned... but no choice... swimming is the only sports that i like... so gotta bear with it a while...

Benson Complain wanna drink milk....

Benson playing with his toy...

Benson is touching Mickey Mouse....

Benson Funny Act...

This is what we call Bonding Btw Father & Son?? haha...

Benson is always a very active boy... hehe... just wanna share this photo... because is so so funny... when hubby sleep near Benson butt... Benson Farted... & also kicking Hubby Face... !! haha....

Massage Session....

Hubby is doing Massage for Benson ^^
Massage Time !!!

Getting Prepared...

Now Benson love Hugging his Beannie...

Yesterday... me & hubby bring Benson to a massage course... hee... Benson seem to enjoy the massage alot...Daddy is doing a massage for him.. is good because there will be bonding between them... so i'm very happy that hubby will get this chance to hands on... Benson seem sleepy la.. cause when we reach there... Benson is actually taking his nap... poor boy.. hehe... now Benson is 2 months old.. so there is lots of new skill for him to learn... but his neck is stronger now... cause when we carry him.. he sometime will pull up his head... haha... but still need a bit of time... Anyway Yesterday thanks to hubby taking care of Benson when i nap.... don't know y yesterday after i reach home i was damm tired... then KO... haha...

This few days.. i'm not feeling very well... seem like i'm going to fall sick soon... so must rest as much as i can.... so that i won't get very sick & spread to Benson..... I have started my swimming on last friday... today wanna to go.. but now is raining... so i will see how later... hope that is sunny again later... =) must be ready to get back in shape.. because i feel that i'm getting lazy.. due to all my fats is around me... hehehe... weather has been very bad la... i hope everyone will stay healthy... & of course same goes to Hubby & Benson....

OH YA... This morning @ 6am... i'm so sotong lor... i spill the whole bottle of 160ml of milk on the floor... Zzz then after feed Benson.. i need to wipe the whole floor full of milk... i don't know y my hand just let go... -_-" was feeling sorry for hubby... cause waste his money.... haiz... i will be more careful next time...

Benson is 2 Months Old....

Finally Today our little Benson is 2 months old.... hehe... he have grow up alot... every week his face looks different la... hehe... but some people say that he is small la... but actually is because he is tall... so he don't look so chubby... but his weight is quite heavy now... hee... ( cause my hand getting more tiring carry him when he drink milk ) haha... =) he is consider a very guai baby liao... i'm glad & happy la... everyday watching my lovely Benson grow up... he now suck his hand more... even his beannie pillow he also suck... haha... dirty little boy... hehehe... he getting more fun by each day... smile alot too... hehe... so cute la... ^^

Benson Video @ 2 Month 3 weeks 6 Days Old

This morning was playing with Benson... The video might be a bit boring... hee..

Benson Check Up @ KKH

Went Supermarket with Granny today, Daddy carry Benson While he is sucking his whole arm.. haha~

The Swimming Set that we bought Yesterday ~

Today is Benson check up @ KKH... i did ask doctor about Benson rash... but doctor say that is very normal.... blocked nose is very normal also... -_-" so can anyone tell me what is not normal???? At first was a bit piss off la.. cause she seem not to bother to even see the rash on Benson cheek & chin... so i was thinking ( Wat the hell.. ) haha.. but anyway the doctor after talking did do checkup for Benson... everything was well... expect.. the doctor was suggesting us to bring Benson to do a check for his heart... cause there is some sound inside... hmmm... i feel that why when i deliver Benson that time they never check before discharge us?? As a Mummy i was a bit worry la... hope that everything will be ok... On May Benson will go for his heart check... so we will see how it goes... no point worrying so much now... i feel that as long as Benson can Sleep , Eat well, Shit, Play... should not be a big problem.. unless is affecting him...

Today tried to let him swim in the home pool that we bought yesterday... but haha.. don't know is he hungry or scare... he cried badly la... so i just stopped... Zzzz... haha waste money again... maybe if he really don't like i will sell it away la.... rather then keeping it... so we'll see how it goes...

Hmm.. thinking for bring Benson for a Botak haircut lei... hehehe... Time flys la... after few more days....Benson is almost 2 month old now... He is still very lovely boy la... now when i smile to him, he will smile back to me.... hehehe.... cute la.... muack....

Benson Journal :

~ Benson now weight is 4.925Kg

~ Benson Height is 56Cm

~ Benson Head is 38Cm

~ Still drinking 160 ~ 180 ml of milk

~ Now learning to suck his hand

~ When i smile @ him, He will smile back

~ Poo getting lesser

MummySg Gathering @ TCC Bugis....

Today is gathering day with some of the mummy in Mummysg... Is fun... ^^ i hope there will be another session soon.... But i Look so fat in this pic.... sob... i very very sad!!!! =( arr.. starting swimming soon.... But too bad Benson is taking his nap while we this pic is taken...

Bib & Jacket for Benson ^^

Just went to a mummy place that is having sales @ her house... bought Bib for Benson.. hee.. all is so so cute... will start using it soon.... & also went to Fox & bought a jacket for him...

Looking Back & I feel Blessed...

Actually now looking back to my life... alot of changes has been made... but i'm glad that is a good one... =)

Me & Hubby after ROM have been looking forward to plan our little family... but of course things r not what we expected.... cause when for check up... gynae was saying that i got no eggs due to some hormons problem... & gotta start on pills soon in order to have a baby... but thank god.. before i even start on the pills... i was tested positive... ^^ so things goes on as normal... on 1st tri.. things is not as ez as ABC.... lots of morning sickness... & bad mood.... tiring working life... 2nd tri... started on a small biz... but too bad it did not went well... so got no choice... but to give up... so my 2nd tri is a stressful one... 3rd tri... stopped working... stay home... resting... worry that hubby will be stress due to i'm not working... but luckly hubby is a strong man... hee... so everything went well... ^^ We r now looking forward to our flat coming... next year we will be moving out.... i think is better... cause at least the house now will not be over crowed... & also i think after i moved out relationship with my family will be even more closer...

Now Benson enters our life... after nearly 10 month... beginning i'm having baby blue... i don't know is this the life i wanted... & i'm selfish... but now i feel that everything is a blessing to me.. with a supportive hubby that is always around when i needed him.. & a healthy Benson... i'm glad that i made the right choice... me & hubby is looking forward to see Benson grow... now Benson is nearly 2 months old... times flys with Benson around... hee.. everyday keeping us so bz...& everytime when i see Benson smile... my heart melt like a ice cream.... so cute!!! I feel so blessed with everything that happen in my life now... even i'm tired at times... i still feel happy...

Benson is still having milk rash... & is getting worst... he is having a check up appt @ KKH on tues... will be telling doc about this... i hope is not ezecma... cause is on his face... =( i feel so heartache looking at the rash... i hope he will get back his smooth skin soon... =(

Can't Nap... =(

I'm feeling tired lately.. but don't know y when my boy is sleeping.. i lying on bed but can't get to sleep... Arrr.... think might be the weather... so so hot... my sticky body... even after shower... sweat start almost before i step out of the bathroom... haiz... depress lei sometime...& also the yao lan is making noise that my hair will stand de lor.. so sharp noise.... -_-" Like no oil like that... & also when i really feeling sleepy.. Benson is almost time to wake up for milk.. or when i start napping.. he is awake... -_-" think this problem happens to lots of mummy ba... hee... yesterday was playing with Benson.. when i ask him to shout... i feel that he knows wat i'm talking... & He shouted... hee... so cute... now wanna drink must will drop his pacifier when i ask him to... so cute la...

Looking forward to Saturday Outing with hubby to changi airport for dinner.... yeah !!! Muack....

Jumpi Benson

Benson now still jump up from his sleep... his hand & feet will jump up & wonder around his face & nose.. affecting his sleep... he always wake up after that... is just like a 10 min nap -_-" so granny decided to make him a beannie pillow with green bean... so that the weight will keep his hand away & also prevent him being scare when sleeping... hmmm... actually it worked... but at times Benson hated it.. cause his hand can't move around... but i feel that he sleep longer with the beannie pillow with green bean... Benson is getting more fun by each day.. he like to play more & smile more when we play with him... he even will shout & make funny noise... =) hee.. so cute la... Love grew day by day for Our Benson... ^^ & of course Hubby Ben....

Hep B 2nd Dose

Actually i wanna nap liao... but Benson in yao lan pacifier keep dropping so i very bz... so decided to no nap as i keep walking up & down every 5 min... -_-" have been very tired lately... due to my auntie visit after so long... =( so even more tired... last sat we went to polyclinic to have Benson 2nd dose of Hep B jab... haha.. i was so heartpain.. so let hubby carry Benson for that jab... cause i cannot make myself to do that...Benson face turn so red after the jab... but he just cry for a while only.. hee.. brave boy la... now Benson weight is 4.56kg, height 54cm plus... wow.. he is growing =) so happy la... but... his face now got lots of rash la.. sob =(.... not smooth liao... we now got keep apply cream for him lor... hope he will get better... On 20 april.. got appt in KKH for his checkup... will ask doc to give him some medicine for his blocked nose & rash...

I'm happy that Benson now wanna lift his head up.. & also try to turn la... even in yao lan... -_-" now in yao lan know how to protest liao la... but glad that he is growing fast... & happy to see the changes in his growing stage....

Arr.. air con dripping water again... %@$#^&.... so angry.... everything spoilt almost at the same time... yao lan just change a new one ytd.. as is not working again... make me ytd no rest at all.. cause Benson never nap ytd... -_-" then at night i almost wanna die from sleepyness le... ytd weather is better as it rain quite heavy in the afternoon... but still very hot la... don't understand the earth la... hope it will be more cooling soon la... sweat like a pig...

Benson Journal

- 160 ~180 ml of milk now

- Lift his head more often

- learning to turn over

- know how to protest in yao lan

- short temper like me

- still having milk every 2.5 ~ 3 hrs

- drink more water now

- poo everyday

- still love people to talk to him

- know how to smile to me when i sing to him

- love me singing ABC

- he nap lesser now

Benson Throwing Temper Video

Blocked nose & Sleepless night

Benson is having blocked nose & is getting worst.. as i can hear sound coming from his nose... we did bring him to a PD.. but the medicine is finshing soon & his nose is not getting any better.. but got worst... -_-" this 2 days he is drinking a bit too much milk.. & his tummy is very bloated ytd night... i feel so bad.. as like i'm not a good mum... he is on growth spur.. & is asking for milk very often... so i got no choice but to give him milk... then end up... he got bloated tummy... sure very xin ku... =( yesterday night he slept @ about 4am in the morning.. & i'm feeling die tired... normally he will sleep @ 10pm ~ 12am at night but this 2 days is so hard to get him to sleep...This Sat he is having Hep B 2nd dose... arrr.. so heartpain as a mummy to see ur baby cry & dont know wat he is crying for... as i tried guessing everything that i could... & sometime i ever got angry & scolded Benson... poor boy... haiz.. just hope that he will be back to normal soon.... Actually was feeling quite upset about something.. but after talking to hubby.. it makes me feel much better.... =) hope i won't be so short temper when is come to sleepless night...

Yesterday night we go & change the yao lan liao... actually is need to send for repair.. but luckly that lady change for us a new one... if not send repair will need 7 days... i will sure be dead by then.... haha... after that we went east coast breeze bar for steven bday... after a few drink we went back home....

Benson Auto Yao Lan is not working =(

Today Benson auto yao lan is not working =( means i got no free time in the afternoon when he nap.. cause he will wake up @ most 10 mins after nap... haiz... i don't know y he keep on awake... & also his limb will keep moving & moving even when he is sleeping... actually in the beginning i only tht that is because he is very active... but after Hubby told me to read up a newspaper about baby who have very active limb... is actually not normal... i started to get worried.... cause due to his movement.. he is affecting his sleep... he will move then awake very fast.... hmmm.. should i tell the doc when we go for his appt @ KKH on 20 april?? lately he is on growth spur... so he is asking for milk every 1.5 hrs to 2 hrs... i'm just worry that i will overfed him... but luckly no vomit so far.... Hmm think i shall increase his ml of intake soon....

now i just fix back his moblie for him to play... haha... i was amaze that he will look @ it & smile.... =) means is working ya... he love us singing ABC to him... as mum always do that... he smile when i sing to him too... but @ times it didn't work out la.. still carry on crying... -_-" aiya he is still a baby la.. let's give him some time... =)