Looking Back & I feel Blessed...

Actually now looking back to my life... alot of changes has been made... but i'm glad that is a good one... =)

Me & Hubby after ROM have been looking forward to plan our little family... but of course things r not what we expected.... cause when for check up... gynae was saying that i got no eggs due to some hormons problem... & gotta start on pills soon in order to have a baby... but thank god.. before i even start on the pills... i was tested positive... ^^ so things goes on as normal... on 1st tri.. things is not as ez as ABC.... lots of morning sickness... & bad mood.... tiring working life... 2nd tri... started on a small biz... but too bad it did not went well... so got no choice... but to give up... so my 2nd tri is a stressful one... 3rd tri... stopped working... stay home... resting... worry that hubby will be stress due to i'm not working... but luckly hubby is a strong man... hee... so everything went well... ^^ We r now looking forward to our flat coming... next year we will be moving out.... i think is better... cause at least the house now will not be over crowed... & also i think after i moved out relationship with my family will be even more closer...

Now Benson enters our life... after nearly 10 month... beginning i'm having baby blue... i don't know is this the life i wanted... & i'm selfish... but now i feel that everything is a blessing to me.. with a supportive hubby that is always around when i needed him.. & a healthy Benson... i'm glad that i made the right choice... me & hubby is looking forward to see Benson grow... now Benson is nearly 2 months old... times flys with Benson around... hee.. everyday keeping us so bz...& everytime when i see Benson smile... my heart melt like a ice cream.... so cute!!! I feel so blessed with everything that happen in my life now... even i'm tired at times... i still feel happy...

Benson is still having milk rash... & is getting worst... he is having a check up appt @ KKH on tues... will be telling doc about this... i hope is not ezecma... cause is on his face... =( i feel so heartache looking at the rash... i hope he will get back his smooth skin soon... =(