I cannot get to sleep today... because my mind was thinking about the past when Albert was my childhood friend.. but we never contact ever since we started our Sec 1.... i know him thru Auntie Jessie... who is selling food in Whampoa Hawker... her stall is just next to my mum... when we r young.. when school holiday... we always hang around in the market to play... & also will always have lunch together.. eating his mum curry rice & my mum fish soup.. we will always get scolding for running around the market... Time flys & alot changes in our life...
But got a very bad news from mummy.. say that he might have got into a accident in JB.... i tht that it would be ok.. & people say that he is dead... but i just try not to think about all the bad things... pray that everything is fine... But when my mum 6 pm still not back yet.. i got a weird feeling.. so i give her a call... she say that she is at the wake... after i hear about this... i feel so unreal.. & feel quite upset...
Mum reach home about 9 plus pm... was talking & asking her what actually happened... she told me all that she know.. but my tears just couldn't control... mum was saying that he is in very bad condition already when he was admitted to one of JB hospital... he fell from his motor... with his head landed on the road first... & without any protection on his head... his brain is all damage.. & doc say that the chances that he can live is only 5 % ... he went thru alot of suffering before he passed away... i just feel so sad for him.. at such a young age.. 22 years old.. & things will happen like that... Is a heartbreaking news to Auntie Jessie by knowing her son is dead.. & even my mum cried for him... because my mum watch him grow up when he is just a baby till now... As for me.. all the image that we play when we r in our childhood.. keep flasing in my mind... knowing that he is dead i feel very sad for him.. i feel so unreal right now... when in the beginning.. i don't know that this will affect me badly.. but now i feel.. yes.. it did...
Sometime i feel that life is unfair & human is so weak... anything can happen at anytime... that's y now.. i feel that i will try to live my life to the fullness... because we will never know when we r leaving this world.. & leaving Our love ones behide... Now for me.. as a mother now... i can totally feel the hurt & pain that auntie jessie is feeling.. i may not be 100% feel what she feel... but i can feel what a mother is feeling when the son is dead...
I hope that Auntie Jessie can be strong & move on after some time... & i Hope that Angel from Heaven is looking after Albert now...
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