A Emotional Morning...

I don't know y suddenly i feel emo & sobbing after feeding Benson at 6plus am... All along in my blog i always say that i wanna move out asap... but now i collected key.. i abit 舍不得.. & of course when i moved... Life will be alot different... Example.. Morning i will not hear granny in the kitchen anymore.. no one to kpo/talk with me anymore.. no need to expect hear my mum come home at 5pm liao... & even daddy saying which channel got nice movie when he is home in the afternoon... It will be just be me & Benson in the house when hubby goes work.. Of course afterall i'm still happy that i have a home that i call my own.. but just feel a bit confuse stage now.. I have been living with them since i was born , go school, get married, get preggy, give birth, till now Benson is almost 9 months old...  They help me in many ways... & now is time for me to grow up & live on my own with my blessing family.. Mum always say.. once u move it will really be a new chapter of life for u... i always never really listen to this... because i feel is bullshit... but now.. after thinking what she had said... i realize that is true... is really a new chapter for me... & for us as a family... haha... i think most of the human r like that.. now i know about early Jan i wanna move out le.. i regret that i never cherish the moment i'm here... i always taken it for granted... Of course i can always come home for visits... but the feeling will never be the same anymore... because this home is already my second home by then...  

I will miss them all.. & always will be...