Christmas Eve 2010

Today is Christmas Eve... Benson cough is getting worst since Yesterday... =( We will be staying home today due to Benson sick... sigh.. i hope that Santa will take all the sickness away from him.. & for good... Tomorrow will have a Christmas Party that i look forward for so long.. Because Benson can get to play with other babies & Can have some small gathering with all the wonderful mummies... Haha.. i did a very silly thing... but i feel that is better that i do that... I what's apps all the mummies that i know that is going to the party... Asking them if they mind that Benson is sick & still attend the party.. if any one of them mind then i will decide not to go... just in case some of the mummy mind... =) But they r kind enough to tell me that they don't mind... Phew.. so i'm glad that Benson still get to attend this very First Christmas Party in his life... I'm very thankful to all the understanding Mummies that supported me mentally whenever i'm upset or helpless... u guys know who i'm taking about... ^^

Yesterday We bring Benson to Amk PD again...Benson weight is 8.4kg & Height is 74cm.. & Actually i was expecting that the PD will give a different Medicine.. but still... is the same =.=" was quite disappointed with that... because i already given him the same one last 2 days.. it didn't get better so i bring him to PD.. if i know that i'm getting the same one.. might as well i stay home & feed him the same medicine... =( Some mummies was asking me to bring him to another Doctor instead.. but i just saw a PD yesterday.. so i think just wait till next week then see if another Doc is needed... Sigh.. My mood is really low since day 1 that Benson is sick.. because he losing so much sleep.. & so m i... i so heartache him lo.. even the PD say that he got dark eye circle le... he ever say that babies at Benson age needs at least 12 hours of sleep.. if not will affect his learning skill... sigh.. not that i don't wanna let him sleep.. is now he started to learn to stand up in cot..is so hard to settle him down to sleep.. he will keep moving around & around... =.=" 

To Hubby ~ Merry Christmas to u... & I love u... =) Thanks for being such a wonderful Hubby