Benson 11 Months ....

Benson is now 11 Months le... Finally... =) Another 1 Month he will be 1 Years Old.... Hehe... Planning for his Birthday Bash.. it will held at Ntuc chalet... so the deco is quite limited due to the space.. but we will be having buffet for all the frenz & relative.. & also Pine Garden cake... We choosen a Number 1 Shape Cake instead of 2 tier cake.. because is quite common nowdays..... so i wan something different...

Lately Benson has been waking up super lots of time... lost count... =.=" i also don't know what happen lo.. might be teething... so must tahan tahan tahan... i know sometime my temper can be really bad when i not enough sleep... but that is normal for everyone... i mean every mummies... but trying to control my temper... Lol... soon CNY is coming liao.. so Eve will be going to granny place for dinner... luckly this year not so much place to go... so more easy for us when we need to bring Benson along...

Nail Biz appointment has been quite good... so hopefully everything go smooth smooth... But hubby is a bit poor thing la.. weekend need to take care Benson for me while i do nails for ppl... but no choice lo... have to give & take.. that is the only way that i can do my service without worry...

Benson fell from Bed....

=( Benson fell from bed on Saturday Night... Sob... Super heartpain la... i tht by sleeping beside him can feel when he move... but... i'm super wrong... before i close my eyes to sleep.. i pull him right beside me.. But when i suddenly hear cry in the room.. i cannot find him anywhere on bed.. then my heart sank.. because i know the worst had happen... he lie flat on the floor.. face upwards... then cry badly.. after making him fall back to sleep again.. i cannot get to sleep anymore after this has happen.. =( i feel so bad... never protect him from falling from such high height.. but luckly he never have any bao or any vomit or fever after that fall... all milk intake ok... Phew.. Scare the shit out of me sia...

Benson has been waking up in the middle of the night super often.. i think is due to teething... Because his cry is in pain.. but sometime when i was super tired.. i get frustrated too... scolded him at times.. i tried not to... but just cannot help it sometime... he now can totally take his nap without yao lan.. =) that is the plus point after moving out... Now he knows what is call sayang mama.. he will put his face close to my face... very sweet la...

Benson trying to walk his First step...

Benson nowday have been trying really hard to stand longer than he used to be... =) he even took his first step without holding anything... Is really a good try... & he is consider a quite daring baby i think.. haha... Even he know he might fall.. but he still try & try his new skill...

Yesterday night Benson keep waking up in the middle of the night crying badly... i tht is tummy pain.. but i'm not sure... maybe he played too much in the afternoon & evening.. that's y having bad dreams ba.. i hope nothing bad... This morning saw rashes break out on his right cheek.. quite badly.. is red & lots of small dot.. even his forwhead kana too.. i'm not sure is it the food we given? or because the house is dusty due to renovation outside... cause a little worry for me.. just make him nap.. then apply a thin layer of rashes cream for him.. hope it goes off soon.. Lately also realize that he keep touching his ears... hope is not infection... because is very painful for them... & will also cause them crying... Sigh.. Don't know wanna bring him to GP a not.. to check out both his ears... We shall see how tonight... Hopefully no pain for him... Poor Boy...


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Benson going to be 11 Months soon....

Benson almost hit 11 Months soon... time flys... newborn till now.... alot of changes & alot of surpise... Which i feel so blessed... Even now Freedom is taken away.. but the most important is.. we gain happiness & laughter in this little family of ours... Alot of things have been running in my mind.. like all the housework... & messy stuff putting all over the house.. i feel i'm a bad housewife.. haha.. Because now i need to attend to Benson most of the time.. so it make me no choice but to put down all my housework & play with him... & even preparing his lunch can be a challenage at times when he make noisy while i do the cooking... haha... This 2 Days when Hubby return to work.. i have been not taking any breakfast or lunch.. till evening then i had my first meal of the day.. i didn't know why i don't really feel hungry during the day.. maybe there is so much stuff for me to do.. which i rather give up my meal time to keep my work going... well.. i gotta change to a better lifestyle again.. i can't be always missing my meals... if not my gastric will come knocking at my door again... Lately there is alot of renovation work going on around here.. so our house is super dusty now... even i wiped.. till evening the dust gather again... i will need to change Benson cot bedsheet tomorrow.. because he got sensetive nose.. so whenever the place is dusty.. he will keep rubbing his nose... till he got so upset & cry...

Things got really tensed up between me & my sister.. as hurtful words was exchange indirectly... but hopefully things will get better soon.. overall.. blood is always thicker than water.. no matter what.. even i piss off.. is only for a while.. but i just cannot believe that some words in the fit of anger can be so hurtful after i read her blog... but anyway.. if she mean it.. i got nothing to say.. because we have the right to choose what we want in life... & sometime i feel that some things i don't wanna say too direct is because i care about her feelings... but i don't feel the same way round... As for her taking care of Benson at the most tough time for me before i moved in that time.. is because i need to buy all the home stuff & meeting ID for renovation.. that is when i needed help from the most trusted person... but seem like i should just keep it to myself & depend on myself.. because i didnt know that there will be complains after such a small thing happen... now then i know that the most trusted person is still myself... To be honest.. i'm upset & disppointed about all this things happening.. but i gotta be strong now than before.. Because now i'm on my own... How i wish that Benson is 18 Months now.. so i can put him to childcare without any help of asking granny to take care of Him on weekdays when i got appointment customer coming... Is not that i really wanted Benson to be in school.. i love spending time with him too.. but i got no other choice now... I need to earn some living for myself too.. Even i know that Hubby will give me money every month.. but i just wanna help whenever i can... i trust that i will heal from all the hurtful remark...

" God allows us to experience the low points in life in order to teach us a lesson we could not learn in any other way . The way we learn those lesson is not to deny the feeling but to find the meanings underlying them "

I starting to love it....

I starting to love having my own place & house to live... =) Well.. guess i'm getting used to it... Benson sleep really early tonight... that's y i'm here to blog... =) It has been a busy week for both of us.. Hubby is going back to work tomorrow.. =( But no choice la.. he still have to work to support this family... my Nail service will start next week... Because of the stupid Ikea man came so late to fix up my armchair & table that i use for doing service... But i wanna to thank all the understanding Friends & Customer for pushing their appt date to later of the week..Because i really have no time to prepare everything in one shot.. Benson needed us to attend to him.. so we only can do it bit by bit at a time when he nap or sleep at night... & We catching our rest as well.. because everyday seem like very tired & endless unpacking stuff... =) So i really thank u guys for the kind understanding...

Steven & Wendy visited us Yesterday for drink & chat... Benson had lots of fun playing with them... hehe... Today is ny First time cooking at this new home.. i cooked dnner... & invited Lina that live on 3rd floor below us to come over for dinner... =) i hope they love it.. even i know it has been a long time since i cook... ( sorry that i did not took any photo of it... ) because i forget.. =.="

Benson has been really a good boy after we moved here.. just that more sticky to me... sometime i get fustrated too... because need to do things & housework... But overall he consider very guai liao... ^^ Today i cook noodle for him to eat... but he never really eat much dinner.. then give him milk.. then he sleep le... so i'm going to rest soon.. it has been a long day.... Oh ya.. i think Benson start to teething again.. but see how... will update soon... Cheers all....

3rd Days in Punggol....

Today is Me & Hubby 3rd Day staying in Punggol.. First day we r not very used to this quiet home.. but now we r getting more better at it... but poor Benson.. Looking for Yao Lan the First day.. cried till like nobody Biz... Heartache to see him cry like that... but no choice but need to wean him off the yao lan le.. because he keep on turning & sit inside.. one day he will sure fall from it... so to prevent it from happening.. Hubby decided not to bring yao lan over to Punggol.. so far he can cope quite well on the second day without it... =) Hopefully he will forget wanna used yao lan...

Benson now know how to say papa mama... haha.. but don't really know if he mean it... or just a sound they made.. i have tried giving Benson Beef & Minced Pork.. Can see that he enjoy it... actually i never really follow the rules of waiting for 1 years old.. but egg white i will wait till he is 1 years old... i start to fed him a little of outside food.. but no seasoning in it.. & i avoid letting him drink too much of the soup outside.. Yesterday Went to meet Florence for Lunch With Hubby too... Had eat Noodle & Dim Sum @ Crystal Jade.. got 20% off  At 2.30pm ~ 5 pm... =) taste very nice.. let Benson try the carrot cake.. haha... he love it too...

Moving house...

Sorry for not having the time to blog.. Because was busy moving house... It has been a very very busy time for me & hubby... Tomorrow we will be moving over to our new house perm le.. Today moved most of the stuff over & did clean up for our new dusty home.. =) super duper tired day for both of us.. & Benson is at Serangoon.. Granny help us to look after him.. Thanks granny... Till now we r back home at 11 plus pm.. We went there from 3 plus till now then back home.. Still got lots of stuff to unpacked.. But we will just take our time to do it since is not so important yet..

Today having mix feeling & fear.. Was scare to move to punggol even I know I love my home.. Just can't help it but to feel scare of being on our own Liao.. Have been staying at Serangoon for 25 years le.. So sure will be a bit scare of a new place.. But well.. Afterall we still need to grow up.. No matter what happens.. We will support each other.. Now is just only Me, Hubby & Benson.. I know I will be missing my family at Serangoon.. Will come back to visit them.. After we get all things done.. Tommorrow most of the stuff will delivered to us.. Hopefully nothing goes wrong.. Oh ya.. I'm down with flu =( so hopefully I will recover soon.. As I need lots of energy to take care of Benson.. Hubby decided to let Benson quit his Yao Lan .. So we not bringing the Yao lan over.. Left it at Serangoon.. So now need to tahan & tahan if he cries for Yao lan.. =) I hope I will get over the mixed feeling soon..

Benson upper tooth is totally come out le.. He know how to wave bye bye & Hello... Even know how to say mum mum.. Means food.. & blabbering lots of words now.. Haha.. Very cute.. He even do the kissing sound.. Because I kissed him everyday.. So think he learn from there.. Hahaha.. He knows what is naughty.. & give.. So far so good.. Just that he woke up a few times again for feed.. hope it will get better soon... Loving Benson so much... =)

Everyone is sick...

This week everyone is sick in the family... Hubby having fever... Benson having LS... Me having flu... So is a very tiring week for us... Benson LS is due to teething.. because i started to see white little tooth on the upper side... I was super tired & depress Yesterday due to not having enough rest.. But luckly Hubby help to take care of Benson.. & Mum & Sis bring Benson downstair to the playground... so i can nap for a while.. feeling better after a nap... =) Benson started to be very talkertive since Yesterday.. hehe.. he start to learn how to talk le.. super happy... ^^...

Serangoon here got people doing renov upstair... super noisy... Sigh.. what a year to start with... Hubby sick.. Benson LS.. me flu, LS.. now granny Vomit & LS... Wah... so many is going on when is the most busy time for me & hubby... Today went to punggol for collection of delivery from Ikea.. Actually don't intent to bring Benson along.. because of all the dust.. But granny sick.. & sis gotta work.. so no choice.. i bring Benson with me... Luckly he is quite happy there till back home... =)