Emotional Day....

It has been quite an emotional day.... Angry, Tired, Sad, Laughter... =.= Is like a roller coaster ride huh... Morning meet up with Eelynn. Queen, Jocelyn & Luv.. To go visit Yvonne & her lovely Angel " Leraine " Who is just 2 months old... Hehe... Super tiny... after seeing Yvonne & Luv Baby.. i missed newborn.. LOL... But =.= sorry haven intend to have number 2... Because i'm not prepare & also Benson still young... So no plan yet... =) After that went for coffee session.. feel so ps because i'm just wearing simple top, shorts & slipper.. Because was not prepared to go to town... LOL.. so feel so ps... & was irritated by a ang mo kid.. keep staring at Benson.. feel like asking her what's the problem.. Can pls mind ur own biz... & i stare at her back.. Stupid Ang mo... Benson was super cranky today... I don't know why... Some people will say that is due to pantang because of visiting yvonne.. but well... i choose not to believe so much & make myself think that is true... After half of the kopi session... i BTH liao.. because i know Benson wanna go walk walk.. so i told them i'm leaving.. to look for Hubby & had dinner... then at dinner Benson kana piak from me.. because he is throwing super bad temper when we r wating for food... & even throw the fork & spoon straight onto our plate... =.=... Was super upset with his action... Then after dinner went to supermarket.. Buy Benson food so that i can cook lunch tmr... Because our fridge running low of his veg & meat liao.. Also bought snack... He everyday snack quite alot... LOL.. bur milk intake really drop alot... till i don't know is it normal a not... He drinking 220ml .. Everyday about 4 ~ 5 Times a day.. 2 solid.. i hope is enough... He have been having sign of teething.. keep biting pacifier & fingers... Drooling whole day.. must keep changing his clothes... =)

After we reach home.. after i prepared him to go to bed with his PJ... Suddenly a loud bang... Our Benson hit himself on our tv console.. at first i tht is the lips... but is not.. is the EYELID.. OMG... got blue black & a small line cut.. Damm scary... scare the shit out of my pipi... =( i tht the eye got blood too... but luckily it didn't hit the eye... i was so scare that i having tht of rushing him to hospital to check his eyes... Then Hub try make him look at his fingers to see if both eyes follow... & luckily it did... Sigh.. still worry... Must see how is it tmr liao.. hope it won't swell that bad... & also i don't dare apply anything for him... because is at the eye area... Sigh... i feel so useless at times.. i never take good care of him & protect him... My heart break into pieces sia...

One of my friends just found out that she had cancer.. ( i think i got blog about it on my last post ) i cannot named who is she because i had given my promise ... Today she got the result of which stage she is in.. & how long she have left.. Doc say is abt 1 year... i was super shocked about this news... & i really feel sad for her as a friend.. i don't know what i can do.. i can only pray for her... I just hope that God will send some healing angel to her... & Make us believe that God exist... I hope she will be strong for everyone around her.. & of course herself... I cannot imagine that suddenly things will change this way... & also we really should treasure our love ones no matter we r healthy a not... We must spend more time & effort on our loves ones too.. I don't know what i can help her with.. but i know as long as she needs me.. i will be there as much as possible... I really don't wanna lose a friend like her... So God pls don't take her away from us...