Confuse!

Now I'm at a super stuck & confuse mind.. & choices hasn't been made.. So I was having so much stress & headache by thinking abt childcare, maid, playgroup... Which need careful decision.. Ben was quite ok with having maid & benson goes playgroup.. So the problem now is.. We need to locate the maid... Which has no news still... & need to look out for playgroup... & ask about the fee & other stuff.. Which I really if I'm back to square 1... My childcare downstairs my house is really damm ex! & I have never seen such fee before.. $900 before deduction of $150 for non working mum... Is crazy right? Anyway.. Just pray that all the decision made is the good one...

I always felt that benson go Childcare is the best decision but when the date is nearer.. I'm the one who is chicken out!