Benson 17 Months 2 Weeks Old.....

Time flys.... Benson is half way to 18 Months Old... =) Have been staying home more often nowdays maybe because I have been feeling really tired due to pms... & i have hurt my hand.. is really painful... Even can't carry heavy stuff or support myself up....  Hope it gets better.... Benson have been really tired easily too... He sleep at about 9pm plus... He still have a little slight cough... So M I... going to take medicine later before bed.... Realise that Benson dislike pasta lei... =( my fav food... LOL.. But he still prefer porridge or noodles... Always crack my brain in the morning to think of what to cook for his lunch.. Haha.. scare he bored too.... & I also don't know why i haven been eating well.. As in i will be on empty tummy till Dinner time.. Only coffee thru out from morning till late afternoon... Coffee intake has been quite alot... =.=" But feel shiok la... Today never went out too... Ordered KFC for dinner & bring Benson downstairs playground... =) & was surprise that he decided to walk back home without any fussing.... Will update real soon... Because have lost of ideal to blog lately.. maybe too tired....

Meeting Up With Steven & Wendy....

Meet up with Steven & Wendy for Dinner on last Sunday.... To dicuss about our Holiday Trip for Nov... Most of the things is set already.. Hubby already booked the ticket today... =) Benson is always so happy to see them too.... =)

Happy Birthday Singapore!! 2011

Today is National Day ... =) So Happy Birthday Singapore... !! Today Invited My Parents & Nephew to have Steamboat dinner at my house... But too bad Jie cannot come because she is sick.... & I'm so happy that Daddy came.. Because most of the time he never come de... So was surprise that he say yes in the phone when i call them.... Went Sheng Shiong to buy some food for the steamboat.... & After Dinner We sit at the living room sofa to watch NDP on channel 5 together... =) So happy.. & I have one more reason that Why I'm so excited is because last time When me & Hub is dating... Every National Day or PH.. I'm also working... So I always miss the chance to spend time with Hub & Family on this Special Day.... Benson is excited & happy too because nephew came to play with him.... They went back about 8 plus.. think because tmr they r working... How i wish that time will just stop there at that moment... Then when they wave bye bye to Benson.. Benson was upset & cried...  Is always the hardest part for Benson is to say goodbye.. Because he love people to come to his house to play.... So everytime when frenz or family say bye bye he will cry loud loud... =) Silly boy.....

Just Hope that Every Singaporean will treat each other nicely...& Peace & Those selfish one will really change for the better... I'm proud to be a Singaporean.. But I'm not proud of those Selfish ones.... =)

Oh ya... People from Punggol Lodge Forum actually Organise a National Day Eve Buffet Celebration downstairs our block... quite a number of members attended... But i feel that i don't know what to talk to them... but they r really nice... Friendly people... M glad that that's people who live around us take an effort to bond... =) That's what the younger generation would do... Had a nice buffet meal & ice cream cake... tasted Yummy.... =)

Fun Saturday.....

Today went to Collect Passport... * Sad... no more slim photo of me on passport... * Then went Granny place to get my swimsuit.. Because We meeting Kareen & her Family for a swim at SengKang CC Today... Weather is good.. But the water is super cold... So we didn't swim long... As Benson is shivering already... Don't want him to catch a cold... Faster came up & wipe him dry... After that have Mac for Dinner.. Then went to Kareen House... =) Since is been so long that i wanna go there... Benson & Desreen really get along quite well... Hehe...

Lately Have been super duper tired... & a little cough.. so have been taking medicine which makes me really drowsy... & also bodyache badly.. As mens is coming.. =.= I hate this feeling of PMS... it drive me crazy... I hope it pass soon... I always feels that i have not enough sleep... =( Yawn.....

Been trying to change to a better lifestyle... More healthy i hope.. Have try making DIY Ice cream... finger cross that it will turn out well....

Benson 17 Months & 1 Week Old....

Benson is already 17 Months 1 Week Old.... Still not a veg lover... But still like carrot & corn.... Meat not so much.. unless is roasted chicken... =) Any kind of fruits he also love..... & I'm glad that he love fruits.. more healthy.. not like me... LOL.. I'm quite a lazy person to cut fruits & eat... But also dislike apple... Unless is apple juice.... Will get a juicer from my granny home soon.. As they have a few of that.. due to last time they do fruit selling biz.... ^^ & also can make some juice for Hubby too... Benson have been learning to talk too... Keep on talking on his own baby talk... But there is a few words he knows how to say it... Lately he keep screaming papa papa.. everwhere in the house.. LOL.. when i ask... " Where is Papa " He just give me a sweet smile.. Because he knows Hubby is working... He still love to snack alot... as normal... Nowdays dislike water liao... Only want cold water or juice... Which will cause him to cough if he took it too cold... Once in a while still ok... Today weather is really hot even it rain for a while in the afternoon.... I'm sweating like a cow when taking Mrt to meet Hubby at Serangoon.. I think i shock the people too... LOL.... But who cares... so hot sure sweat de ma... I'm not dead ok... Haha...

Today Went Granny place for Dinner... & To See my parents too... Yes... i told myself that i should spend & visit them more often.. & i'm trying hard to do it... =) So happy to visit them.. & always will be happy to see them smile & talk to them...

Have been trying to prepare daily fruits & meal for Hubby... =) But i have to say this First... " Hubby as u know i'm always forgetful... If i left out ur daily fruits .. Pls forgive me... Haha.. i have been trying hard to remember..."  I might be lazy at times.. But might be because i'm tired.... So pls bear with me... & If i didn't reply text.. i might be napping with Benson or busy playing with him... because i realize i have been playing quite alot with texting & games.. so i will just leave my phone aside to spend time with Benson.... & sorry that i bought new toys for him... As i know this toy that i bought is good for his hand skill & brain... That's y i decided to buy it... & Benson loves it.. & I have teach him to play with it too... I'm so proud of this little devil boy we had... =)

Meet Up With Patricia....

Finally after so long... we finally meet up... =) Because she moved to Jurong le... so is quite hard for us to meet.... Meet at United Square today... have never been there for hours to shop... I like their Babies Room... Located at Level 1... Is super big.. got 3 breastfeeding room... & Hot & Cold water refill... & of course comfortable seat for people or husband while waiting.... =) Benson seem to enjoy that place quite alot.. Because lots of kiddy rides around... & of course... Busy chasing him around too... We had Lunch & Snack before going home.... Tiring But nice.... Hope to see her more often....

My worst fear...

In my life .. My worst fear is having to know that my Daddy health got worst.. Think most of the people around the world have the same fear as me.. Yesterday went mummy place.. My mum spoke to me about my daddy health.. He is stopping his doctor appointment already.. Reason is.. Doctor said that his heartbeat Is getting slower & slower already.. & His health consition is not suitable to have a heart opt.. & my dad also aware that his heart getting weaker than before.. & his kidney is failing too... Which is a very bad sign.. I really hope the day won't come so soon.. I really hope god hear my prayers.. I wanna spend more time laughing & joking with him.. I wanna to do lots of things with him too.. Alot of country he haven been before.. A lots of things he never see before.. I regret not working & saving up money to bring them around the world.. I'm such a loser.. What I can do now is to go back mum place more often.. Ask them out for dinner & bring them around..

A lot of question came inside my head...If one day ( touch wood ).. My Dad left us... Will i be able to pick myself up again? Will i be able to take good care of Benson when i'm on the saddest day of my life?  Will i move on.. or just cry my days away? I really don't know.. & I cannot find an answer to those question...  Whenever i think of it... my heart crys... & tears rolling in my eyes...