Confuse!

Now I'm at a super stuck & confuse mind.. & choices hasn't been made.. So I was having so much stress & headache by thinking abt childcare, maid, playgroup... Which need careful decision.. Ben was quite ok with having maid & benson goes playgroup.. So the problem now is.. We need to locate the maid... Which has no news still... & need to look out for playgroup... & ask about the fee & other stuff.. Which I really if I'm back to square 1... My childcare downstairs my house is really damm ex! & I have never seen such fee before.. $900 before deduction of $150 for non working mum... Is crazy right? Anyway.. Just pray that all the decision made is the good one...

I always felt that benson go Childcare is the best decision but when the date is nearer.. I'm the one who is chicken out!

Part time cleaner...

Lol... So evil me... Write " part time cleaner " ok.. The story goes this way... Now I make a point that I must do housekeeping daily!! Yes daily! I didn't know I can be so hardworking.. LMAO... kidding.. Then benson will always keep following me & help me out!! So good boy hor... Sayang!!

Lately keep raining so even wanna go ah Yi place also very hard & due to those monthly Thingy... I'm super tired tired!! I'm getting super stress up.. Because Sunday is viewing the school.. I have prepare some question for the school as well.. Hope everything goes well...

Finally...

Finally.. Damai grove childcare centre in charge get back to me.. Hmm actually kind of excited, happy & confuse.. Alot of question keep to my mind again!! Worried that will the teacher have lots of exp? Because is a newly opened outlet.. They have 3 outlet in woodlands & jurong.. So this is the 4th.. Which is just across our house muti carpark.. Shelter all the way.. No worries even on raining day & bad weather.. Well.. Sunday will be going down to take a look at the cc.. & talk to teachers.. Make sure I ask lots of question which I wanna know... & understand how their school system goes... Of course there will always be good & bad review in the Internet which I research abt the other outlet of theirs.. But still.. I must go see see then decide... I hope benson will love it there.. If he love the place.. I will be more than happy to enroll him there.. & is also easier for me to drop by & check on him... See how is he in school...

Actually.. I'm quite ok with my current choice.. Which is Carpe Diem.. Which I really love that place.. But thinking of the traveling & what if bad weathers come? Headache ar..!

God bless that we really will find a childcare that Benson likes.. & he would look forward to that day!

Ian & sherlyn wedding ~ 8 Oct 2011

This is the second wedding benson go.. His active pattern is showing Liao... 1st time I guess is because is very new to him so he don't really run about! Luckily Yesterday we still able to cope.... Lol... But anyway.. Thanks for inviting us to share ur wonderful wedding... ^^ Wish both of u will have a blissful wedding & Kayla will have a sibling soon!! Cheers!!

Raining raining day!!

Today benson woke up at 7plus in the morning.. =.= because he have been sleeping more & more early lately.. Good timing & training.. Preparing for his schooling timing... =) & Jean came to visit today ^^ so long no see her Liao.. She just resign from my ex company.. So now she is quite free... Miss her so much... Had a long talk.. & realize... That I did the right choice to leave the company.. Ha! She might be going back to Malaysia soon.. Will catch up again soon...

Late afternoon... The sky suddenly super dark.. Thunder... Then super heavy rain... Lol... Benson really didn't realize that thunder is flashing every 30sec.. He still standing at the glass window there.. & happily smiling & stand there... Haha!! But he pointed to me outside is raining.. Was teaching him to say rain.. But he give me the cheeky sweet smile again... Cute!! Have been kissing & hugging him everyday... Played football with him at home.. He is smiling & chasing ball around the house... Fun!! Guess I will miss that fun when he goes school... =( but no choice.. He must learn to grow up... Mix with friends... Sing, dance... I really hope he enjoy school... That's all for now.. Going sleep soon.. As benson will wake up early tomorrow morning again.. Night ^^

Lunch @ aunt place...

Today aunt invited us over for lunch.. Didn't know mum is off... So granny & mum came over too... =) had a wonderful morning & afternoon spend there.. Head home abt 3pm.. Benson fell asleep on our way home.. He really ko.. Till 5.05pm.. Then I start cooking dinner.. & wait for hub to come home.. A tired day.. But happy ^^

In the photo.. This puppy has been with benson almost 1 year Liao.. When we first went ikea.. Given him this dog just to hug & don't intend to buy.. But he hold so tight tight.. Then we buy.. Hahaha.. Now he still will sayang this dog.. In fact.. Most of his soft toys will get his love & hugs... Super kind, sweet boy we had..

Benson 19 months 1 week

Now is already Oct.. Soon benson will be going to school on Nov.. So another 3 weeks plus.. I hope he will really love school.. & easily get used to school.. =) hopefully things will turn out well.. Lol seem like I'm the one who is stressing out here & right now.. So many things pop in my mind.. Asking myself... Will he cry badly? Will he cry very long? Will the teachers handle him? Take good care of him? Will he get bully in school? Will he go hungry? So many many question in my mind.. Well.. We will just need to wait till then to know.. I hope he will have a loving teacher... So at least I will be more fan xin..

Lately benson teething seem a little better at the moment.. =.= fingers cross.. Because normally I'm a little pantang.. After say le... Sure will comes again... His solid intaken is still not much.. But milk intake is getting better.. But of course there is time he wasted milk.. & countless ml wasted.. He everyday snatching tv with me.. Wanna watch his pororo, pocoyo.. Might get him a Mickey mouse DVD soon.. As this few disc is keep playing everyday.. Lol.. I listen Liao I already knows whats next... Lol... He still as cheeky as ever.. Kissing me & hub daily.. But he can't really sit still anymore in mrt or bus.. So kinda stress sometime.. Hope he will be better when he is older..

I have not been feeling so good lately.. My chest hurt so much.. Been taking muscle relax medicine.. Hope it will go off.. I will be going for checkup after benson settle in school.. Pray for good health k.. =)