Benson 4 Months 3 Weeks Old

Benson is now 4 Months & 3 Weeks Old... another 1 weeks will he will be 5 months old.. hehe.... Hmmm... How i feel now being a stay home mum for nearly 5 months? i enjoyed every moment i spend with Benson.. i feel that everything is worth it.... i feel very 满足 ... being able to watch benson grow.. & spend lots of family time  together ...

Benson have been a little naughty sometime.. but luckly is still under control.. hehe... but still... he is a cheerful boy... will keep smiling & smiling all day... unless he is not feeling well or in a bad mood... lately i found out that he know how to HI 5 liao... hehe... so funny... everytime without fail.. when i say HI 5.. his hand will come to my hand.. he start to like grabbing him legs too... haha.. Granny was joking that.. when baby start to grab leg.. means we r going to have a 2nd baby... haha... just some myth la.. because alot of baby love doing that...

I decided to stop feeding him rice cereal.. because i feel that is a bit indigestion for him.. so have decide to give him when he is 6 months old.. when he is more ready... =) hehe.... i hope my house faster come.. & hopefully is before Benson 1st Birthday.. so that we can celebrate his birthday at our new love nest....

The only thing that i'm unhappy now is.. Mummy is still puff in the living room.. which make me very angry & upset with her... but well... since our house is coming so we will just tahan at the moment...  & also What ever they do.. they r still my parents.. i will still love them as they r.. but of course if they can change to the better that will be the best...

Benson 4 Months 2 Weeks 4 Days Old

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 I finally find some time to really sit down & blog about Benson.... This few days have been busy with all the Birthday Party & Family Gathering.... =) Tired But Fun !!

Benson is now 4 Months 2 Weeks & 4 Days Old... so far so good with his Rice Cereal... But lately he don't really wan milk.. Hmm... But at least he drink a little... But still i'm a bit worried... because he drank from 160ml.. drop till now... less than 120ml... i hope is normal... he is still very active like before... but now know how to cry liao when i put him on bed... he just wanna to be carried... =.= even when put him down on his FP rocker.. he also fuss... at times is funny la.. but sometime i will get a bit angry with him lor.. then kana scolding from me... Then guess what? i bought a FP Playgym from him... & he don't really wanna play in it... Arrr... another money wasted product that i bought... -_-" will be selling it off soon...

Benson like to go out liao lor.. think because we always bring him out.. so he is use to it le... when we always tell him we will be going out later... he will give us a lovely smile la... hehe... playful boy la... But i realise that his bed time is now quite fix liao... will be around 8 plus Pm.. which is a good time...

I have been feeling very tired & sleepy lately.. when Benson wakes up... i still in my sleep... granny bring him to another room to play.. haha... i feel bad la... because i should be the one who wake up together with Benson... But... Hmmm...

Hubby order some ManU clothes for Benson.. & it finally came.. hehe... i love the cute little jeans that he wear la... so handsome...

Benson Journal :

~Drink about 120ml of milk
~Rice cereal once a day
~Sleep @ 8 plus Pm at night
~Wans to be carried more
~Once in a while will call out Ma Ma when he cry
~Love his Carseat
~100 % will fall asleep when having his car ride
~More Playful
~Lesser Nap Time

~ Granny Birthday ~

We go Auntie Lina house to celebrate Granny Birthday last week saturday.... Granny Birthday was on 7 July... We had lots of fun... & also we bring Benson along... so that granny can get to see him... hehe... Granny just couldn't stop carrying him... But Benson consider very guai that day liao.. never really fuss when in aunt house... we had a wonderful dinner... & of course cake cutting session... i can see that granny is very happy... when i was pregnant... me & my aunt relationship become closer... we always will catch up on phone.. to talk about our problem & our life... she always show lots of care for me... hehe... Thanks Aunt...

Wohoo... Mum , Granny , Hubby & Me is going to Phuket soon.... hehe.. Keep thinking of it ever since Hubby Booked the tickets....

Albert was called home to be with GOD....

Albert was Called home to be with God on 05/07/2010 ( Monday )

I cannot get to sleep today... because my mind was thinking about the past when Albert was my childhood friend.. but we never contact ever since we started our Sec 1.... i know him thru Auntie Jessie... who is selling food in Whampoa Hawker... her stall is just next to my mum... when we r young.. when school holiday... we always hang around in the market to play... & also will always have lunch together.. eating his mum curry rice & my mum fish soup.. we will always get scolding for running around the market... Time flys & alot changes in our life...

But got a very bad news from mummy.. say that he might have got into a accident in JB.... i tht that it would be ok.. & people say that he is dead... but i just try not to think about all the bad things... pray that everything is fine... But when my mum 6 pm still not back yet.. i got a weird feeling.. so i give her a call... she say that she is at the wake... after i hear about this... i feel so unreal.. & feel quite upset...

Mum reach home about 9 plus pm... was talking & asking her what actually happened... she told me all that she know.. but my tears just couldn't control... mum was saying that he is in very bad condition already when he was admitted to one of JB hospital... he fell from his motor... with his head landed on the road first... & without any protection on his head... his brain is all damage.. & doc say that the chances that he can live is only 5 % ... he went thru alot of suffering before he passed away... i just feel so sad for him.. at such a young age.. 22 years old.. & things will happen like that... Is a heartbreaking news to Auntie Jessie by knowing her son is dead.. & even my mum cried for him... because my mum watch him grow up when he is just a baby till now... As for me.. all the image that we play when we r in our childhood.. keep flasing in my mind... knowing that he is dead i feel very sad for him.. i feel so unreal right now... when in the beginning.. i don't know that this will affect me badly.. but now i feel.. yes.. it did...

Sometime i feel that life is unfair & human is so weak... anything can happen at anytime... that's y now.. i feel that i will try to live my life to the fullness... because we will never know when we r leaving this world.. & leaving Our love ones behide... Now for me.. as a mother now... i can totally feel the hurt & pain that auntie jessie is feeling.. i may not be 100% feel what she feel... but i can feel what a mother is feeling when the son is dead...

I hope that Auntie Jessie can be strong & move on after some time... & i Hope that Angel from Heaven is looking after Albert now...

Planning for Sep 2010 ~ Phuket Trip

Now Hubby was Planning for a Birthday trip for me & that is a surpise trip for me.. because i never tht of going on a Holiday since Benson was born... ~My Birthday is on Sep ... Hehe... We r Going to Phuket Soon !!! By thinking of it makes me smile.. hehe... i very long time wanna to go Phuket liao... Finally my wish is going to come true... Thanks to Hubby... ! Muacks... Just search for some picture on Google about the Hotel we staying & the Beach... Making me so excited just by looking at the pictures... cannot imagine i will be stepping on a Phuket sand & clear water sea....

World Cup Fever 2010

World Cup 2010 is all most till the end liao... But still a few more matches to go..  hehe... finally Hubby can get to rest...Actually he didn't really stay up to watch 2.30am match.. because he need to work the next day..  Have been out sometime meeting Hubby Friends to watch World Cup Together.. have been having so much fun... ^^ I do enjoy the thrill feeling that soccer give me... Last time i don't understand how this game work... but after having more understanding of the game & watch quite a few time with Hubby... I starting to Love it Actually... But i can't really watch is because i need to take care of Benson.. So i know Hubby can be quite boring at times... But i'm glad that he have quite a few soccer buddy to accompany him... Yesterday went to Xing Wan to have dinner... Then Head to Town... Somerset 313 to Watch.. Argentina VS Germany.... Haha... The whole shopping centre is pack with Soccer fan & Almost all the place that got live screening is all fully booked.... But luckly we get a seat for 8 pax.... Have some Beer.. watching The match... is Perfect !!!

Ya.. forget to add in... Yesterday is my first time drinking SOL Beer... is very very nice... worth trying.. i feel it goes well with the lime... hehe... Yummy...

Benson 4 Months 1 Weeks 2 Days Old ~ First Try on Solid

Benson is now 4 Months 1 Week & 2 Days Old... This Weekend got 2 Birthday Party to go... so a little busy... Seem like rest is not enough.. have been feel headache... & took panadol quite often.. =.= i know is not good.. but... no choice.. that is the only medicine i can think of... haha

Today 04/07/2010, We start to feed Benson a little of Rice Cereal... I chosen Frisocrem Rice Cereal is because is more easy to digest... & also less allergy reaction... Benson is very happy when we feed him the rice cereal... hehe... Phew... I can see that he love it !!... which is great la... if not he keep seeing us eat... & his mouth will suck suck... wanna eat la.. so i just try... Tomorrow will try one more time.. now started with only 1 meal with Rice cereal... then of course he need his milk as well...

Benson Journal :

~ Drink 120 ml of milk
~ 1 Rice Cereal meal a day
~ Love sucking fingers
~ Love to smell his meow meow
~ Neck is more firm now
~ Love going out
~ Sleep in his cot more often