Counting down to 15 months old..

I agree that I'm not in my best of mood recently.. I don't know why.. But the only reason I can think of is pms.. My mens is later again.. =.= & I cannot tahan the pms mood anymore.. Just pray that it come soon.. I think even Hub cannot tahan me..

Benson Is down with flu & cough.. =( & I suspect he got sore throat too.. Because when he cry.. I can heard some sign of sore throat.. So now totally cannot give snack Liao.. Scare it will make it worst.. But I still Cabot help it but to blame myself for giving him cold stuff which I know in not suppose to give.. =( then on Friday Benson fell & hit his eyelid.. Luckily never kana his eyes.. But got a small cut.. Scare the shit of of me lo.. At first I tht is his mouth or lips.. Then after taking a second look.. His eyelid start to swell up.. Now having blue black & the cut ok le.. Just hope the blue black go off fast.. My poor boy.. I feel that I'm such a bad mummy because I never keep an eye on him..

This weekend is a super tired weekend for us.. We went to Sakura BBQ with Kareen , Desmond & desreen.. Then night went coffee at tcc with queen they all.. Today Sunday.. Just went mum place for dinner then home.. Since we r tired & benson is sick.. Better stay home & rest.. Night night all =)

Emotional Day....

It has been quite an emotional day.... Angry, Tired, Sad, Laughter... =.= Is like a roller coaster ride huh... Morning meet up with Eelynn. Queen, Jocelyn & Luv.. To go visit Yvonne & her lovely Angel " Leraine " Who is just 2 months old... Hehe... Super tiny... after seeing Yvonne & Luv Baby.. i missed newborn.. LOL... But =.= sorry haven intend to have number 2... Because i'm not prepare & also Benson still young... So no plan yet... =) After that went for coffee session.. feel so ps because i'm just wearing simple top, shorts & slipper.. Because was not prepared to go to town... LOL.. so feel so ps... & was irritated by a ang mo kid.. keep staring at Benson.. feel like asking her what's the problem.. Can pls mind ur own biz... & i stare at her back.. Stupid Ang mo... Benson was super cranky today... I don't know why... Some people will say that is due to pantang because of visiting yvonne.. but well... i choose not to believe so much & make myself think that is true... After half of the kopi session... i BTH liao.. because i know Benson wanna go walk walk.. so i told them i'm leaving.. to look for Hubby & had dinner... then at dinner Benson kana piak from me.. because he is throwing super bad temper when we r wating for food... & even throw the fork & spoon straight onto our plate... =.=... Was super upset with his action... Then after dinner went to supermarket.. Buy Benson food so that i can cook lunch tmr... Because our fridge running low of his veg & meat liao.. Also bought snack... He everyday snack quite alot... LOL.. bur milk intake really drop alot... till i don't know is it normal a not... He drinking 220ml .. Everyday about 4 ~ 5 Times a day.. 2 solid.. i hope is enough... He have been having sign of teething.. keep biting pacifier & fingers... Drooling whole day.. must keep changing his clothes... =)

After we reach home.. after i prepared him to go to bed with his PJ... Suddenly a loud bang... Our Benson hit himself on our tv console.. at first i tht is the lips... but is not.. is the EYELID.. OMG... got blue black & a small line cut.. Damm scary... scare the shit out of my pipi... =( i tht the eye got blood too... but luckily it didn't hit the eye... i was so scare that i having tht of rushing him to hospital to check his eyes... Then Hub try make him look at his fingers to see if both eyes follow... & luckily it did... Sigh.. still worry... Must see how is it tmr liao.. hope it won't swell that bad... & also i don't dare apply anything for him... because is at the eye area... Sigh... i feel so useless at times.. i never take good care of him & protect him... My heart break into pieces sia...

One of my friends just found out that she had cancer.. ( i think i got blog about it on my last post ) i cannot named who is she because i had given my promise ... Today she got the result of which stage she is in.. & how long she have left.. Doc say is abt 1 year... i was super shocked about this news... & i really feel sad for her as a friend.. i don't know what i can do.. i can only pray for her... I just hope that God will send some healing angel to her... & Make us believe that God exist... I hope she will be strong for everyone around her.. & of course herself... I cannot imagine that suddenly things will change this way... & also we really should treasure our love ones no matter we r healthy a not... We must spend more time & effort on our loves ones too.. I don't know what i can help her with.. but i know as long as she needs me.. i will be there as much as possible... I really don't wanna lose a friend like her... So God pls don't take her away from us...

Spa Day & Lunch.....

On Monday Hubby was on leave.. Finally got chance to do my spa... Done massage, facial, hair cut... =) The massage is still okok nia... but the facial i loving it... when they use the machine.. feel so good till i fell asleep... I was so scare that i snored when sleeping due to i'm too tired.... i keep waking myself up.. LOL.... After that i went for Lunch with Hubby, Queen, Eelynn, Cynthia & one of Queen friend from malaysia.. it was really a great lunch & chit chat session.. lots of laughter... =) But too bad i missed out the outing with Sharon, Flo & Kim.. due to the timing... Shall meet up soon to catch up... I missed them... & after Lunch.. Hub & I went for our hair cut... I wanted a different look.. but was scare to cut too short... But i tried to cut more layered... & also shorter.. But not too short... For a fresh look.. Because my super duper long hair is making me looking & feeling Sloppy... Hub Change his hairstyle too.. & We both loving it... =) Thanks to Queen for the intro...

Went for a Dinner & Movie today... Had my fav pasta mania.. ^^ Went watch " The Detective 2 " Show rating.. Okok nia.. Not as good as i expected... But anyway.. i enjoyed the moment that we spend together.. even i know is just a short hours.. but i really love it... & of course missing Benson too.. I'm not worried is because i know that My family love Benson too.. So i must thank them to give me a chance for a lilttle dating moment & for me to refresh myself...

After we removed our king size bed frame & head board.. Benson love to sleep in btw us.. LOL.. sometime after he sleep.. i tried carry him to let him sleep on his own bed... He will Crawl over my body to get in btw of us again.. LOL.. so funny... On Monday Night we went Eelynn house for MJ.. Luckily Benson will sleep at her house..  About 2 am then we went home.. Wah... Not having enough sleep lately... Must control liao... Have been feeling super tired... & also Benson start teething again.. keep bitting on his pacifier.. & fingers... & drooling... & His timing came back again.. woke up at 8am.. Regradless of what time he sleep at night.. he still woke up at 8am.. not sure why.. But i feel that might be our curtain is not thick enough to cover the sunlight.. so morning it will be quite bright.. Might be buying new one soon... Will head to Sleep quite early today... Because super tired.. & I think mens is coming very soon.. PMS...

Afternoon Went to Tampines 1 to have lunch @ Kopitiam... & Is really nice... i think i will go there often to eat liao...  U guys can go try too... =) & also share some of the nice picture that i have taken.. I don't know why i just like to snap photo on beautiful things... ^^