This few days have been dreaming the same dream for days... maybe i'm too excited about meeting Little Angel... i keep dreaming that i'm going to deliver soon... & also that is spotting when i go to toliet... haha even dream that i took epi.... still have about 20 more days to go... now is the waiting period... but it seem so near by yet so far away... haha... i cannot imagine that i really made it till this far... haha... I feel that the love for ur own baby is really different... u can really change ur lifestyle & everything just to keep ur baby safe & healthy... just like me... NO more smoking & drinking once i know that i'm havng Little Angel... is always hard in the beginning... but i made it... !! Everything was wonderful for me... ^^
Yesterday Little Angel finally move when i'm watching TV with hubby.... =) & of course Hipcup also... hee... so cute... but when about 1 plus am... i start to feel cramps & pain on my tummy... BH came again... & is a little more painful.... but just on & off... it didn't carry on after about 20min later... so i guess is not the time yet... haha.... then finally slept @ 2.30am... was feeling sleepy... Now i try to rest as much as i can before Little Angel decided to come out... if not many sleepless night will be waiting for me.... i hope i can pull it thru... & be a good Mother... that is wat i always worry about.... will i be able to take care of Little Angel well?? M i able to fully Breastfeed Little Angel?? Hee.... so many things running in my mind... i just hope for the best & we'll see wat happen....^^ JIA YOU!!!
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